#paras rant

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I miss talking shit abt my paracosms.

I mostly focus on my main now bc I'm writing a novel abt it but I'm bored. I miss daydreaming abt silly things

Like,, I created this paracosm a few nights ago where I imagine myself getting into shenanigans with my friends' fav artist so they'd notice me more and it's fun

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It's so funny but frustrating reading everything I wrote about my paras because I didn't think to give context so now I'm just here screaming "but whyyyy ??" at my phone hoping it'll get me answers

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Write about your paracosms!!

I just read back some stuffs I wrote about a paracosm I created based on a dream like 5-7 years ago and I am sobbing. Yes, it's written badly. Yes, I'm judging myself a little but still-

Most of it is nonsense since I forgot some of the lore (like there are a lot of characters being mentioned with absolutely 0 clue of who they are & I can't remember shit about them so it's v frustrating) but I'm so happy I still thought about writing and keeping parts of this story because it's amazing and exciting and I'm so proud of myself, I can't believe my brain came up with all of that based on one fucked up dream!?

My point is : write it down. Doesn't need to be well written or make 50 pages but one day your future self might find it back and be amazed at how creative you are. One day, you might miss these worlds so keep a trace of it to help you remember how awesome they are.

These will make good memories to look back to, I promise.

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X : you should focus on studying

Me : ok

Me : *accidentally hyperfixate on my paracosm instead+

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I make up little houses for the imaginary people in my head as if they paid me rent

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Passed the whole day designing a coffee shop yesterday bc I have a new paracosm in mind and I realized I could just design the whole place to daydream of it better instead of looking for inspo

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Made some picrews for my new Elmentian paras + the 3 older babies~

O'Liv,

Enh'eyra,

Atlas, Mona, Tori

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Okokok I just finished the designs of the kids of Serynm & I have to keep a trace of their names before I forget so

From Paxthos : Olveda (goddess of daydream), Codhyis (goddex of meditation & lucid dreams), Tepirae (goddess of imagination & creativity), Petlos (god of intuition)

From Clurnion : Aspledian (god of spiritual healing), Midria (goddess of the spiritual realm), Benhyv (god of astral travel)

From Azethios : Sevitom (god of divination), Farsak (god of dream omens)