i never thought i'd say this, but i think i'm afraid of my parents.
i was taking a break from doing my 90 questions and went to eat dinner. it had become a habit that i inherited from my dad to put my foot on the chair beside me, since i felt more comfortable that way. my dad told me to put my foot down, and i did, then put back up, since when i put it down my feet felt cold. i explained that to him, but he got SO mad at me. so i said "i don't feel like eating dinner anymore" and left the table. he got SO pissed. he looked as if he was about to strangle me. he stood up, slamming all the utensils and stomped toward me, his face red. he threatened to kill me. if my mom hadn't tried to stop him, he probably would've. it scares me the most to know that he threatened to kill me over something that small.
i don't want to live in this house anymore.
i'd never thought i'd say this either, but i think i'm going to be a target of abuse.