#parks.

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parks in ibiza, circa 2024

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"there had to be at least one person here who didn’t miss me ."

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french exit, filer à l'anglaise - to dash.

verb 1. run or travel somewhere in a great hurry. 2. strike or fling (something) somewhere with great force, especially so as to have a destructive effect; hurl.

noun 1. an act of running somewhere suddenly and hastily. "she made a dash for the door"

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She seemed not at all her bright unattainable self but rather a hazy and ineffably tender apparition, all slender wrists and shadows and disordered hair, the Camilla who resided, dim and lovely, in the gloomy boudoir of my dreams.

Donna Tartt, The Secret History

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Madness. It would be easy for me to again feel the mood I had aboard the ship to New York when I wanted to drown myself. When I write Eduardo my imaginary letter, I say, “I am glad to have escaped the inferno for twenty-four hours of dreams.” I mean this. My attraction to drugs is based on an immense desire to annihilate awareness.

Anaïs Nin, Henry and June: From “A Journal of Love”: The Unexpurgated Diary of Anaïs Nin, 1931-1932.