#pastries rant

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For added context, the video this is on has nothing to do with Ralsei or Trans Ralsei theory.

They followed me from an entirely different comment section where I referred to Ralsei by they/them just to fucking scream at me and misgender me over a fictional character.

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DELTARUNE CHAPTER 5 SPOILERS

genuinely what the fuck was Susie's problem in this chapter. 4 chapters of not listening to Kris OR Ralsei about following the prophecy or wearing ribbons, all of a sudden when she talks to the most infuriating twink of all time for one minute, she's all about it??? And don't even get me started on how she treated Kris and especially Ralsei in this chapter.

You fucking BLED ON HIM LAST NIGHT, WHY are you suddenly getting pissy when the living doormat for the past 4 chapters starts standing up for himself??? Not just against Flowery, but Orange too?? You SEE her both call him an ugly rat AND jabbing at his biggest insecurity, and you get uneasy when he actually does smth about it??? (I will say he did go a bit overboard, but even then, even after he apologized and complimented her, she STILL did the same shit)

You SAW HIM get stamped into the floor and have a hat forced on his head which he clearly **hated** and you just... sat there and went along with it??? I get you're probably still reeling from the final prophecy, but like... take it out on Flowery not your supposed "best friends". The dude fucking put an option to silence Ralsei in the menu and you just... didn't care? I get all of this bullshit was to make him stronger and all, but like... clearly Susie wasn't aware??? Alright. Yeah. Cool. Die in the final tragedy for all I care

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deltarune fans will genuinely try to convince you Ralsei isn't a main character and then get mad when proven wrong

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Saw yet another spiteful Relsay take get a shit ton of attention, I need to say something man

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I think later today I'm going to write a final doc that compiles all of my feelings about what's happened, I legit can't go anywhere online without my presence being a topic of contention and it's tiring. I know it'll never end unless I change identities again, but I don't want to do that. I don't want to continue the constant cycle.

The constant misinformation being spread about me has to stop. I'm not a zoophile, I'm not a groomer, and I never will be. I just want to stop being treated worse than dirt. That is it. You can dislike me, you can even hate me. But when it gets to a point where I'm being harassed on videos *completely* unrelated to Deltarune? That's when it needs to stop.

I'm not your fucking lolcow to milk for laughs, I am a human being just trying to exist and do shit that I love. You don't know me, you don't know what I'm like outside of what you see here. Stop being so fucking parasocial about it and acting like I "ruined your life" when we've never spoken prior.

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For people wondering why I've totally left Twitter, this is why.

I'm not against holding people accountable, but that's not what this is. For context, the person I gave Relsay to originally, they made an nsfw model for a minor, and rather than address it, they immediately went private. Both the actual action and the response are what lead me to taking the character back.

X users don't care about right or wrong, they don't care about keeping people safe. I have gone on record several times, addressing what I've done and the mistakes I made. I shouldn't have to prove that I'm not a zoophile or a groomer or anything these people say anymore, but it's not like that would change anything. They just want a reason to be mad, and a reason to be right.

I've considered making an all encompassing response that goes over everything that happened fully and concisely, but at the same time, I don't want to keep this shit alive. It'd only spark more flames in the bonfire. Plus, it wouldn't even change anything. 90% of the people like this who continue to harass me and say shit like "we wouldn't care if you disappeared" make "exposing people" their entire personality.

They try to push you away and not give you a chance of redemption because they don't want you to. They want you to regress into your unhealthy ways and become what's effectively a lolcow. For those unfamiliar, a lolcow is someone like Chris-Chan or Daniel Larson; it's someone the internet can "milk for laughs". An interesting tidbit is that a lot of people who obsess over harassing lolcows end up becoming lolcows themselves. They want to feel vindicated in their hatred because it's all they have.

People are always gonna be throwing dirt on my name, but others will give me flowers. It's all just a big garden to me at the end of the day.

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??? ARE WE BEING FOR REAL????????

1. Not only that, some told me directly that they would rather it STAY with the pedophile when I tried taking ownership back

2. NO I FUCKING . DIDN'T????? WE'RE JUST LYING????? HELLO????

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i'm sorry twitter's being so unfair </3 that place is a shithole sometimes. mosttimes.

🩵 anon

It's fine, I'm just. Tired

I get being mad about it but it's getting to the point of beating a dead horse, literally the only people who still care about this shit border on lolcow territory. Hell, to a point the main group (yes there's a main group) is borderline obsessive. They'll just tweet about me randomly for no discernible reason. It's scary.