How can one be within this world and be able to comprehend the vastness of one's actions or there lack of and take into account every little nuance of the energy we put out and be aware of how it changes everything in its wake? Man has lost the view of upper sight to see like an sparrow above themselves to see the shockwaves from the single drop we place upon a person or people and the ripple effect it creates. We simply walk away to leave what happens happen and sometimes forget it even occurred at all. Dropping stones into an already full bucket and wondering why it overflows the rim when we have placed too many in it is pretty close to our mentality anymore as a culture. Sad that some can't even see the overflowing, only that we can keep putting stones into a bucket...
How often can one atone for the same thing until the words are simply that, words spoken from unclean lips? How many times can one be shown the profane power of forgiveness and yet walk away from it like it was nothing more than a soiled rag on the street? How much Wisdom is lost in this blindness? When is it ok to lose count of how many times? If even the count is at one. What kind of abomination is created when the damage from one flood is never healed before the next one comes swallowing you again? How many scars can you handle until you bleed out in all aspects of your soul? How can one ever heal if the wounds are never left to heal? Either by those living or dead, the wounds still can remain open. Isn't it funny how that happens? We drown over and over again in our minds and keep the wounds we've been fighting to heal because we've never been taught how to have closure. No wonder why we are calling this place hell, constantly dying, neave healing and repeating this cycle over and over with no end in sight. The only healing start in you, not anyone else. If you can't heal what's been hurting you, then how will yu eve heal another like yourself?