I've been desperately trying to hold onto my plans during this pandemic. School, work, school, work... In the back of my mind, its clear. The world as we know is CHANGING. The future is uncertain and can go in many different directions at this point. In other words, it is best to create a back up plan. We are currently in a position to organize or correct our steps as we truly see fit. And I am now taking the time to do this. I am releasing my STRONGHOLD and becoming more flexible. Taking it one day at a time and dare I say- I am using my voice to speak my truth. Creating my own path. Now is the time to take RISKS. Without letting my anxiety gain the upper hand, I have had to take those first steps. Without fear of failure or mistakes. See, I thought I had gotten over that need for things to be "perfect" or be a certain way. Healing happens in CYCLES.. I had only made it to a new level that would challenge me more deeply to ensure that I have mastered this skill. My mind is my greatest weapon and there have been times when the opposite of that was also true. Meditation, Journaling and a gang of other exercises or tips on my tool belt... None of that could have fully prepared me for what I experienced this year. They surely helped the journey but these moments had to be LIVED..
Always take the time to check-in with yourself. Ask yourself some questions that you haven't taken the time to consider.
What is holding you back??
What do you need to get to that next step??
At various points in my life, all of the aforementioned have had their turn- keeping me from seeing what I needed to see clearly. And I needed to adjust, I needed to let go... I needed something different to get to each new level. Get inside your own programming. Take a good look at your Patterns. Be patient with YOUR process
