Feb 4, 2019
The danger
I always put myself in dangerous situations. It’s a part of me having ASPD. My god complex doesn’t let me admit that I can’t deal with something. Like this guy... which I knew was dangerous started talking to me. Oh what a thrill I felt. Oh how happy I was. The adrenaline pounding in my veins when I talked to him. When I tried to manipulate him and when I knew he WOULD realize what I was doing. Oh what a thrill of being in danger. It is amazing how a lack of self-consciousness can put you in any situation a normal person would rather avoid. But funny thing is that... it always works out. It always does. But I do know that once I will burn myself. But I do know that won’t stop me.
