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Kids be like: "I've never cried at funerals, I listen to death metal, and I'm a bitch to all of my friends/family. I totally got ASPD."
Made by @carelessdamage
YOu ArE AlwaYS SO CoMPassIoNATE AnD NORmaL You CanâT havE AsPD...
I am using my learned behavior. I understand that you are sad, I understand what made you sad. I donât understand why you are sad or how that made you sad. I know when you start crying, that this is the moment, when other person would try to comfort you, so I do that. I even know how a person would try to comfort you (hugs, hold a hand, say itâs gonna be okay etc.) so I do that. Mostly I just do things that I learned are normal and socially acceptable. If you break down crying in front of me I canât just turn around and walk away (even though, believe me, I want to).
Actually when I share a âcompassionateâ moment with you, itâs literally just for my sake. I want people around to perceive me as a ânormal personâ. If I act like I would if I never learned anything from social interaction, I would just be seen as an unemotional prick (which frankly... I am).
Sorry this threat may come off a bit edgy but I just thought this needed to be said.
So this girl asked me about how I hide my PD when I am triggered.
When someone triggers my anger I have few coping mechanisms
I play a game: this works super good for me. If you like games and are as competitive as I am this may work for you too. I convince myself that I am playing a game with said person and my goal is to keep my cool. If I am able to do that I win.
I say everything I want to say to the person in my head. Example: If I want to tell said person to shut the fuck up or I am going to bash their head, Iâll just say it in my head. (Doesnât always work)
I imagine I am playing a role. I am acting out my scene and said person starts fucking up the lines. Example: said person is saying the lines wrong and I need to keep my cool because I am the only person that is keeping the play in the right way
I FUCKING WALK AWAY. You can always walk away from an uncomfortable situation
So I took a personality disorder test earlier this year with my psychologist to see if I had borderline personality disorder. I apparently do have BPD but something I also have I guess is ASPD. I dont know much about it or any of the symptoms I honestly have no idea how or why I qualify for this diagnosis and i do know it has such a big stigma around it and so you're the first I told
sorry to the 25 asks waiting in line but i really wanted to touch on this because this is not how a psychologist should be handling diagnoses. maybe iâm missing some key information, but, though diagnostic tests can be a good tool to use in the diagnostic process, they cannot stand alone. you should have spoken at length about your experiences and symptoms and, when your psychologist came to a diagnosis, they should have spoken about it with you both so you understand what it is and what a treatment plan might look like. even if you had opted not to continue therapy afterwards, there is absolutely no excuse for them throwing you to the wind without so much as an explanation.
this was handled entirely unprofessionally but that doesnât automatically mean that the results were wrong, though i would recommend getting a second opinion if possible or at least speaking to them more about it. in the mean time, i have an introductory post about what aspd is, put simply, here and my directory has lots of posts tagged with info that might be helpful!
Do you ever just
Get this movie moment when you look the person you despise so much in their eyes and just you get this vivid image of you smashing their head against the wall? But then you snap back into reality and just smile at them? Like man you donât even realize what came across my mind right now but I just know you are not worth the struggle.
Please make a world a better place and just shut up for once. Just...
On a real note
Hello, just want to make stuff clear. I like this platform because I can vent here. I post shit I have in my head. I post about how much I just donât feel and just donât care but here are some thing I would like to point out:
1. I am ânormalâ in my real life. Yes I do have aspd but that doesnât excuse me from my actions. Yes I am manipulative. Yes I hurt people. Somethings you can not avoid or are hard to avoid, but most of the time I am function as a normal member of this society. I have my job (and a job that involves social interaction) and I am very good at it. Yes maybe I donât have emphaty and donât have the same mindset as other people but that doesnât make me a monster.
2. I do have people I genuinely care about. I am low on the spectrum and social realayionshios are different for everyone whoâs suffering from aspd. I have 4 people I need in my life. People that know about my diagnosis and are okay with dealing with it. Maybe it wouldnât hurt me when they leave but it doesnât mean I would like them to leave.
3. I obey law. Yes maybe everyday I have thoughts about doing something which is against the law but with my clear head I can say that I shouldnât do it. Maybe I would do it if I was 100% sure I wasnât going to get caught but I donât feel like it. Law is not for only mentally healthy people and your diagnosis doesnât accuse you from doing illegal shit. Itâs not like you wasnât the one who done it. Yes maybe for people who are higher on the spectrum itâs different and much harder to obey law but not for me.
4. I am only using this platform so I can actually be able to vent my inner thoughts which I NEVER say out loud. Itâs the way of therapy for me so if I ever sound like exaggerating edgy teen, then I donât really care.
Thank you for coming to my TedTalk now you may go on with your life.
Dear @maractus
I am of a great suspicion that you blocked me, right after you dedicated a good amount of your time writing a post about me. I am wholeheartedly sorry for the trauma I caused you. Or at least I must have when you feel so butthurt that you need to post shit and block except of confronting ME. Also I am of the opinion that you are just another crying SJW begging for attention of others and you were so disappointed by my post about self-diagnose that you needed to open your attention-desperate mouth.
Oh and one more time... I am so so sorry... sorry that people like you are allowed to have internet :) Have a great life.
I need help.
Guys, how do you break up with a emotional person without having to deal with the fucking âtalkâ? Like I would rather cut my own ears than listen to him crying and saying shit that wouldnât mean anything to me. I just want to get over with it... quick.
Self diagnosis
Dear dumb fucks. If you self diagnose a mental illness, than maybe you really are fucked up in the head. You feel like you have a problem? Go to a fucking psychiatrist. Do you have symptoms? That sucks! Visit the fucking psychiatrist.
Shit. People just donât self diagnose cancer and go on with their life just telling people they have cancer and donât have any medical proof or medicacion.
Sick people should go to doctor. So if you feel fucked up (and you are not just doing it for attention as half of you actually are) than you probably are fucked up and you need meds and rehabs and sessions and whatever would help you.
DONT. FUCKING. SELF. DIAGNOSE.
thank you for coming to my ted talk, now you can get on with your life.
i almost fucking flipped out at this until i saw the last line
The irony and laughability of the idea of a psychopath pretending to be an idiot pretending to be a psychopath isnât lost on me. Itâs actually brilliant. But of course it is, I did it.
I donât think Iâm God. Iâm The Horned Fucking King, with a forked tongue and his false crown smitten from his unworthy head.
Do you love the cornyness of that as much I do?
LONGPOST ON EMPATHY - WARNING FOR MENTIONS OF MURDER - THIS IS OKAY TO REBLOG
I want to talk about low empathy or lack of empathy because I have it as a result of trauma/mental illness and have many times in my life faced stigma from just mentioning it to doctors, even though iâm not some sort of murderer people assume I am. iâm using the term âsociopathâ even though itâs outdated just because itâs the term people are most familiar with. nowâŠiâm going to go over some common misconceptions.
the reason this post isnât currently sourced is because iâm on mobile and it would take a ridiculous amount of time, so feel free to ask for specific sources if you need them.
1) âlack of empathy is why ceos carelessly let their employees sufferâ
empathy is complex, selective, and manipulated by someoneâs view of the world. most of the ceos you assume are sociopaths actually arenât. letâs take nikeâs ceo phil knight for example. nike has been under fire multiple times for relying on sweatshop labor, in which workers are physically and emotionally abused, suffering in dangerous working conditions, and paid next to nothing. when approached about this use of sweatshops in a documentary called âthe new rulers of the worldâ, phil knight refused an offer to visit these sweatshops himself and see whatâs happening after hearing about all the issues with them. he didnât seem bothered. watching this, one would assume he shows no interest in investigating because heâs some sort of sociopathâŠbut thatâs not the case. his refusal to go is more defensiveâhe knows that as long as this stays out of his sight, it wonât bother him as much. people are more upset by suffering in the world when witnessing it or experiencing it themselves. so, is it surprising you donât see these ceos sadistically monitoring the suffering of their workers all the time for pleasure? they purposely remove themselves from it as much as possible. theyâre not stupid. this is a lack of compassion and a selfish mindset encouraged by capitalism, not sociopathy. remember, capitalism has its own moral compassâsome suffering is seen as necessary or even a good thing. in the case of sweatshops, theyâre often justified in the media as stepping stones to economic development (iâve explained in other posts why this is a lie), so diehard capitalists defending them are entirely capable of feeling empathy, theyâve just been raised in a society with certain ethical standpoints that donât necessarily reflect reality. of course, itâs possible for someone to reject capitalist ideology, but propaganda is a bit strong there.
2) âserial killers/mass murderers wouldnât kill if they were empatheticâ
even in modern psychology where mental illness is stigmatized and falsely defined, not every serial killer is classified as a sociopath, or even diagnosed with a mental illness at all. many simply go to jail and arenât considered âinsaneâ. instead, mass murder is often influenced by ideological beliefs or revenge. for example, in the united states, most terrorists hold far-right viewpointsâso, like the nike ceo, ideologically influenced. they donât wake up one day and think âiâm going to kill people because iâm evilâ, their attacks specifically reflect their own beliefs and what they see as right in the world. blaming this on mental illness (which is often done in the media to defend the most common right-wing terrorists, white men) directs attention away from the actual reason for the attacks (a culture of white supremacy) and so long as this is done, nothing will improve.
3) âlots of criminals are psychopaths, so if you lack empathy, you should be locked upâ
psychopathy is assessed using a test called the PCL-R, which contains 20 items. it consists of the most stereotypical horror movie traits of a psychopath and correlates them to cluster b personality disorders (borderline, antisocial, narcissistic). not only is this test essentially as âscientificâ as silence of the lambs, we already know that prison populations consist mostly of people who are marginalized in society, and often get bigger sentences or even falsely prosecuted. furthermore, certain diagnoses have been used in favor of white supremacyâclaiming civil rights activists were schizophrenic, dangerous, etc, generally to deny their experiences. this still happens !! oppositional defiant disorder, for example, is often falsely diagnosed in people who reject authorityâiâd argue it shouldnât even be classified as a disorder, but thatâs another topic. also, why is it that people committing the biggest crimes right now are not in jail, respected by many people, and not seen as mentally ill ? henry kissingerâs actions seem to meet a definition of psychopath, but heâs not classified that way. can you see the bias and lies here?
now, some important information:
- people with ~scary~ mental illnesses like schizophrenia and personality disorders are more of a threat to themselves than others. suicide is common, as well as self harm and drug addiction.
- prolonged abuse is a common factor in âantisocialâ behavior.
- everyone is capable of compassion, showing compassion towards someone is a choice.
iâm not being 100% specific on what disorders and issues I personally have beyond low empathy because people have dumb bitch disorder, thanks!
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I hope you get hit by car :)
If you disrespect me again. I will make you forget who you are