When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

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When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔
Is anyone else constantly going back and forth between disbelief and crippling grief all the while going through life with a constant but sort of quiet sadness in you?
I would have never imagine this…
Rest in peace Payno 🕊️✨ you were so loved!
the cutest
Some of my fave pictures of our dancing queen payno
Lovers
1 month since you left us, Payno💔
you're no longer here, but the longing makes you live on in me every day ❤️🩹