Jul 6, 2019
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[ Iƚ's har♩ ƚo say iƚ¸ so I wriƚe a song : “ ♬, ♪; ♫. ” ]
I Need You // Jimin Angst
A/N: This is just an angst. Cheer up guys :
Summary : You were at the same level as his legs. You heard him say “ I need to go…”
He walked away but you grabbed his legs stopping him and saying
“ but I need you…”
Genre: angst, low-key smut
Words: 1k ( 1,302)
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Busy with work, drowned in all the problems of the past, you and Jimin decided to talk without any hindrances. Side by side on the bed he holds your hand. You look at him and he giggled when he sees the shookt look on your face then looks away. You laughed. He strokes his hair back and looks at you once again.
“ It’s been a while since we sat here together, not worrying about anything.”
You reply, “Yes, it’s nice” , holding his hand tighter and leaning on his shoulder.
Everything is perfect. Nothing else matters except now. It looks as if it is happy ever after. That everything will just be like this, forever.
You hear his phone ringing. He lets go of your hand, reaches out for his phone, and answering the call. You feel worry. You just look at his back turned away from you. He faced you after a couple minutes with the sadness in his eyes.
“Baby, is everything alright?” You ask. He sits in on the bed, kisses you on your forehead.
“I need to go…” he says. With the softness in his voice, you let him go with the assurance that he’ll comeback. Maybe not later, maybe not tomorrow, but he will.
He leaves your room. A few moments later you hear the door shut and loneliness enters your space. He’s busy again. You lay in bed looking at the ceiling and slowly falling asleep.
You wake up with the sound of Jimin humming your favorite song and caressing your face in the beauty of the night. It’s night time, how long were you sleeping? You look at his face and he smirks.
“Did I wake up?“
“No no no, I knew it was you so…”
He pushes you back to the comfort of your bed. His face is facing you from above. He leans in to kiss you, you kiss him back. You started taking off his denim jacket leaving the white shirt underneath. He stopped kissing you and looks at you. You saw the fire in his eyes, he asks
“ Wanna go wild?”
You reached for his soft lips once again you kiss. He takes off his shirt revealing his whole upper body. The abs you longed to touch since you laid your eyes upon him. He slips under the covers and you feel him stripping off your pj’s. You remove your shirt and he comes back up again with the fire in his eyes.
He kisses your neck slowly. The next thing you know you were banging the bed board.
“ Don’t stop ” he says with the crisp in his voice.
Both tired you decided to just lay next to each other. Your head underneath his arm, him playing with your hair. You looked him.
“ You’re my favorite human Jimin, I love you ”
His eyes were suddenly filling up with tears. You have no idea why. You sit up straight wiping off the tears when he holds your hand.
“ Jimin, what’s wrong? Are you hurt?”
He chuckled and cups your face.
“ I love you baby, and…” Then again his phone rings. He went to answer it. This is de javu. The look on his face is the same as before. Hanging up, he puts on his clothes and continuing what he was saying.
“…and I’m sorry..” You felt confused. Why is he saying sorry? Why does he always leave?
You put on your shirt, saying “ What are you sorry about?”
“ I’ll tell you later when I get back home.”
He leaves once again. Leaving emptiness, confusion eat you alive. What’s happening?
You went out to the kitchen to cook food. You sat alone. Ate alone. Did everything else alone.
Morning came, he came back. You fell asleep on the sofa, you woke up the moment you heard the door open. You went to the door. Surprised to see that it wasn’t him.
It was Taehyung. Holding groceries in both hands you offered to help.
“ Why are you here?” You look past him “ Where’s Jimin?”
You look at Taehyung. He looks confused too.
“ Didn’t he tell you y/n?”
“ Tell me what?”
“ Ofcourse he didn’t. If he did you won’t be looking for him ”
“ What is it V?”
“ I’m so so sorry y/n”
Why are all the people saying sorry???
“ About what??”
“ PD-nim offered him…”
“ What do you mean offer?”
“ He’s being paired to seulgi. PD-nim says it will help us grow bigger and-”
“ So he agreed?” You said calmly
Taehyung nodded.
“It’s just some pairing his still my Jimin right?”
“ y/n You don’t get it do you?”
Once again , you’re confused.
“ Why are they being paired in the first place?”
He continues
“ Jimin was found secretly seeing her. Fans saw them together at the movies, cafe’s, streets together many times. PD-nim wouldn’t think of this idea if fans didn’t give him any idea.”
“ N-No. He won’t do this. He’s not like that. Taehyung, you’re lying.” Trying to laugh as if it was all a joke. You turn your back thinking everything. Remembering everything.
“ I need to go..” “ Baby it’s work” “ Baby I’m busy”
Jimin ran to the door, you saw him catching his breath. You ran to him
“ What is Taehyung saying? You are being paired with Seulgi?”
Only silence. You knew that it was all true. If it wasnt, he would answer right away
“ I- I’m sorry. I was going to tell you I promise. He just had a head start.”
“ So it’s true?”
“ I’m sorry y/n. I should’ve told you a long time ago …”
Tears again, this time it was coming from your eyes.
You say, “ Then why were you with me?”, with the hurt in your voice
“ Why did you tell me you love me when it was always her?”
“ Do you have something to prove her? That- That you can live without her using me?!”
“ And it all comes to the truth. You can’t after all Jimin.”
“ Why out of all people, you chose me?”
“ How can you do this when all I did was believe every ’ i love you’?”
“ Am I a sex toy or something to you Jimin?!” You started to push him using your pointing finger
“ WHY. ” you pushed him “ ME?!” you kept on punching his chest til you fell to your knees. You can’t stop crying knowing all he said was a lie. That it wasn’t you after all this time.
You were at the same level as his legs. You heard him say “ I need to go…”
He walked away but you grabbed his legs stopping him and saying
“ but I need you…”
“ Please dont go…”
“ Why Jimin?”
He continued walking until you aren’t able to grab hold of him anymore. He’s gone, left you and your broken heart once again. Not with the assurance that he’ll come back. You cried and cried until you felt numb. Everything faded to black.
// 3 years pass
You are now at the café reading a book you just bought. With coffee on the table, waffles on the side. You felt relaxed. Since he left you, you never felt this calm. It took long before you can fix what he broke, alone.
Busy people, waiter’s and waitresses running to get orders, people chatting. But despite all of the noise you heard his voice. You turned to find where it was coming from. The TV.
You saw his image on the screen holding hands with Seul-gi in an interview. Looking happier, free, not needing you anymore.
It says on the headlines of the news
“Park Jimin and Kang Seul-gi celebrating 2nd anniversary”
The smile on his face, boy you missed seeing that. You realize, it’s time to let go and be happy for him. You may not be the reason anymore for his happiness but you have to be the reason for your own happiness and it has to be without him.
You walked out of the cafe, and blended in with the busy crowd. Wanting to get lost, and then get found hopefully by the person who won’t treat you second, or third.
// End.
I’M NOT A PIG PD-NIM!!! HOW DARE YOU CALL ME A PIG???
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pd-nim: you’re crude and unprofessional.
yoongi: i’d like that on my tombstone, please.
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