#peachy marsh

[marshmallowmario]

It’s so astonishing being in a better mental state suddenly. It’s like taking a long nap and waking up refreshed. Except this is weeks of feeling like you’ve been living half asleep then suddenly one day you feel productive and can do anything.

Baked some beer bread today

Did the dishes

Going to do some gardening and plant our Daffodil bulbs.

Scheduling to see a therapist is still daunting but baby steps right???

I want to game with people again W

[marshmallowmario]

It is amazing how people suddenly lose the ability to read when they see my pronoun pin.

So at work I have my name badge and also a work supplied pronoun badge. I’ve worn it every day since I’ve gotten it. On multiple occasions I’ve had co-workers realize I have a second badge then proceed to do the following.

“Oh what’s that?”

Leans in closer

Exaggeratedly squints eyes

“Hmm… Oh! They/Them. That’s neat”

I swear this takes people a whole minute to process. Then they use she/her promptly after.

[marshmallowmario]

Steve minecraft can hold a bucket of lava in his hands but I can’t hold a fresh bowl of soup. Life is truly unfair.

[marshmallowmomo]

Ever just wake up and choose violence?

[marshmallowmario]

I never realized how many people just touch strangers. I mean like shoulder touches or back pats. It is so far the most uncomfortable part of being in retail. Customers will just pat me on the back or touch me after i help them find something and it is literally the most disgusting and uncomfortable feeling.

[marshmallowmario]

Updated our carrd with new pictures. Better personal feel now.

[marshmallowmario]

I thought too hard about how I talk and I realize I talk like a valley girl, someone kill me now.

[marshmallowmario]

Bruh I am so pissed right now. Logically I know it’s cause I didn’t get good sleep and I’m on my period but just HHAGAHKSKSKAKAKAADJFJHF

I kept getting called back to register while helping someone else stock and every fucking time it was just to ring out one person with like 3 items. There were literally 3 other people bagging who should be the ones to go back to their reg and ring the customer out. Not me who’s half way across the store.

I want to stab something.