#penny posting

[ughnii]

I forgot I had tumblr. U guys don't mind animations right

[bodacious-becc]

Old Penny doodle I never uploaded

[trafalgar-official]

you might wanna read over what you posted last night. @janee-doe-offical

FUCK. WHY. WHAT DID I DO. FUCK.

[sprigsniffing-nymph]

Yknow, one thing they never really tell you with plurality, at least never that I've seen. And it's not necessarily a "bad" part, just an added difficulty.

Time management. Once you actually start to figure out consistent fronting, when each of us in here develops ourselves and works our ass off to find ourselves, who we are, to the point we can maintain a long front, going days or weeks as ourselves, it reveals this hidden weakness of just... it is impossible to manage schedules and time. Everyone wants time. Inside the head, so many of us are constantly vying for time to do things we want to do, hobbies we want to pursue, people we want to see. Even simple things just as.... having a quiet moment to just live, to just be yourself, it's all of this valuable time and only one person at a time can have it.

Atop this, add then having social lives. The host obviously has their own things to upkeep, but headmates can also handle some of that. But social lives are an entire different story. Headmates have their own lives, their own relationships, friendly or romantic or whatever all the same, we all have people we want to see, who want to see US. But it gets so fucking hard because.... these same people as well as other people want time with others that have to share this body too, and it's impossible to make everyone happy. No matter what, someone's gonna miss out, someone has to wait for who knows how long. Usually multiple someones, inside the head and out.

Plurality is not a burden or anything bad, but it has so many small things to it that never get brought up but are just such a struggle to have to deal with and manage. I only wish I just had my own body, that everyone in here did, just so we could all experience the things we want to, that we can talk to each other externally, that we can laugh, love, cry, that we can be ourselves without having to hope we get the TIME to be that.

[lord-alex12]

[starrydreamerluna]

I DIDNT REALISE I DIDNT HAVE ASKS ON-

They're open now!

Includes ship asks(I'm down to pretty much any combination of polypop/sajatrix)

Asks about my posts

Asks about Letters to Jinu

Does not include:

Art requests(if I am compelled I may draw something for an asks but do not come into my asks demanding I draw)

Fic requests(I have 5 drafts for 1 fucking fic rn. It's not gonna happen)

[cassiopei-alt]

TYHEDFER AVEVEVEE IN THEWGIANTRES SBED

[just-call-mefr1es]

withiur ur friends youre NOTHING!!!!!