#pentupanger

[moorefo1integrated-blog]

The Holy Bible warns about pent-up anger. Ephesians 4:26 states: "Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger,".

Anger management is important.

[bleufeenix]

How the fuck does anyone expect me to have a peaceful demeanour about all the shit that has gone down? There is only so much you can ask and fucking expect, end of the day guess what? I'm only a petty human.

[beneaththespin-lights]

I've taken to constantly visiting the Disney store now just to make myself feel better and get through my day...

[italianbubblesworld]

Do I still have dumb pent up anger about stuff? Yea, of course I do. Who doesn't?

I let someone walk all over me our whole friendship and I never even realized it until shit blew up in my face and I saw them for who they really are. I was always a back up option to them, never the one they were actually close to. And when I didn't tell them one little thing even though they left me alone during one of the hardest times of my life THEY'RE the one that gets crazy pissed at me. 

They walked all over me because of me and my fucking big heart. I care too much and I hate it. Even after all the shit they put me through I'm still curious on how they're doing and what's happening in their life (even though they ask for drama all the time and always act like 'oh poor pitiful me, my life sucks yet I won't try to do anything about it' be an adult...). I don't get it. Maybe my mind is still stuck on some of the actual good times we had together? Who knows...Minds are a fucking weird place and I just don't get it. But it is what it is I guess and only time will make the anger and curiosity go away. For now...I just have to deal with it I guess.

I also feel like I need to prove a point to them, show them how great I'm doing and how I don't need their friendship as a crutch. But at the same time I want them to know my pain, know what I went through and let them know how much of a bitch they were to me. But at the same time I know that won't help anything...then why do I still want to have the blow up and yell at them? Maybe because they did that to me and I want to do it back to show FOR ONCE that they cannot walk all over me anymore. That I won't back down. But backing down and not making the situation any worse is what I do I guess. I am the adult in the situation. 

That's who I need to be and that's what I need to focus on.

Wow, writing this all out helped out way more than I thought it would

[raachelkane]

Fuck Marxism, fuck Tony Harrison, fuck Marxist critics and fuck English coursework. (Actually I really like tony Harrison's poetry I just hate writing about it)

[mylittlelisa]

ooooopz.

"Honestly, I think I'm too nice for my own good. I give too many people the benefit of the doubt and I choose to ignore their negative actions. Momma and poppa taught me to never judge and to do great things out of good will. So here I am just trying to make the world a better place to live in one step at a time. Although this is my way of living, it does not mean that people can easily take advantage of me. I've learned the hard way of who to keep in my life and who to keep out. I definitely am aware of the actions people possess and once you cross my boundaries I will surely make it clear to you of how much I do not want to surround myself around you."

[meldrop]

i cant have a real conversation with both my parents without being angry and sarcastic

idk if this is some kind of teen angst shit, but whatever. they're always on some dumb shit. or wanna throw some shit back in my face. what the fuck is the point of a conversation if you're just gonna tell me everything i do wrong. -_- "melissa ur so selfish" "melissa ur so inconsiderate." "melissa why do u always have a wall up where no one can get to you? we're your family" -_____- ....ok niggas