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New Love.

I am falling in love with someone who is so broken. I haven’t the faintest idea how this happened or how to even begin to deal with this but I am falling.

We have a connection that I can’t explain. A connection that goes beyond the amount of time we’ve known each other. It feels almost mystical. He once told me “I feel like God sent you to me.” I completely agree. Have you ever met someone that you knew already?

It's weird having feelings like this for someone who isn't all the way there, though. I see him trying. Desperately. To keep himself together. Keeping himself sane. It’s weird because on the one hand I know his mental stability is priority. I know his wellness is priority. It should be. I put my mental wellness before anything. On the other hand, I so desperately want him to be ok so I can love him without restrictions. So I can give myself to him without being afraid of triggering something.

And the craziest part is...that even though he’s broken and has things he's battling, I still feel love from him. I think it’s because regardless of all he’s been through, he is love. His soul is love and it comes through even when it seems like it shouldn't.

This is my first time dealing with something like this. Feeling like this. Genuine love from someone. Someone acknowledging and appreciating my humanity and not my body. He appreciates me as a human being. It’s different.

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Don’t shrink yourself for boys. Don’t change yourself for boys. Don’t dumb yourself down for boys. Don’t sacrifice your education for boys. Don’t change your appearance for boys. Don’t endanger yourself for boys. Be unapologetically yourself and the ones that like or love you for you will come along. They’ll appreciate your style, your brains, your quirks, your flaws. They will appreciate you. They will give you the attention that you deserve because if you’re in a relationship, you deserve attention and affection. They will treat you well because you deserve to be treated well. So, never settle because you deserve more.