Percy: Am I a coward? John: Yes. Percy: Couldn't you at least hesitate? John: Why bother when there is ample evidence?
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Percy: Am I a coward? John: Yes. Percy: Couldn't you at least hesitate? John: Why bother when there is ample evidence?
Percy's likely a _good_ man--but one deeply fractured by his early life, essentially alone, and obviously very much in _need_ of love, if not entirely deserving of it (whether in his own eyes, or John's).
Diana Gabaldon on Perseverance Wainwright (2012)
@whoamiamneko replied to your post “hardticket: Yes I ship Lord John/Jamie. Yes, I know that they have...”
I'm very curious how the fandom will change now that he is in the show. I personally don't ship it. I'm John/Steven myself. However I don't judge so don't worry!
From what I have seen from other fandoms, a niche character or pairing previously known mostly to a few hardcore shippers or people otherwise attracted to them, once broadcasted in a wide-spreading form (movie, TV) can become an overnight sensation and inspire large crowds of new fans... or not... So we’ll see I guess!
I guess my take on shipping this as so many other pairings I personally like is not so much about anticipating them to truly end up together, but rather the emotions and the relationship even (or sometimes, especially) in its doomed format. Richness and nuances of complicated feelings - that is my jam, not necessarily happily ever after...
And yes, John/happiness is my OTP too, and if Stephan (or Percy?) can provide that, I’d be happy!
quickly advancing onto kinkier stuff, i see
So in what direction might loving Percy again swing him? We don't know, and neither does John. He left Percy in honor--saved his life and saw him safe--he took care of him--and that left him with the knowledge that he'd acted decently, and that in turn let him remember Percy with bittersweetness, rather than bitterness, and kept him (Percy) from gnawing at John's heart. But now he's back...and now what?
Diana Gabaldon, 2012
I wanna knoooooow
(loving Percy AGAIN)
Among these was a tall, slender, dark man, who looked round from his conversation, met Grey’s eye, and stopped dead. Grey walked up to him, hoping that the beating of his heart was not audible above the fading noise in the street. “Mr. Beauchamp,” he said, and took Perseverance Wainwright by hand and wrist, in what might be taken for cordial greeting but was in reality firm detention. “A private word with you, sir?
An Echo in the Bone, by Diana Gabaldon
John, why is your heart beating so hard?
He turned his closed hand, so the sapphire glinted in the candlelight, a soft, true blue. The color of Hector’s eyes. 'Do you mind?' he thought suddenly. 'About Percy?' It was impulse; he expected no reply, and received none. Now and then he wished ardently that he had faith in a merciful God and an afterlife in which the dead might live on...
Lord John and the Brotherhood of the Blade, by Diana Gabaldon
oh my dear Lord John
Loses Hector - doesn’t talk about him for 9 years
Loses his father - doesn’t talk about him for 17 years
Loses Percy - doesn’t talk about him for... an eternity
when it’s just too painful... you really should let it out...