I cling to your absence
I cling to your absence
notes on eating a pomegranate
i love pomegranate flavoured and scented things, so in the name of enrichment i decided to buy one whole. i had previously bought already prepared seeds, but this was still An Experience
i used the kind of "cut off a lid and then score off the individual segments, then peel" method - it worked reasonably well
use a sharp knife. one with a wicked little curve and a pointy tip is recommended
when you first cut it, you will hit some of the seeds which will cause it to bleed. this is inevitable.
i now understand: why it's in the story of hades and persephone. the outside is a sweet blush and even if you know, you won't be prepared for the darkness within.
now i understand: there is a reason why it's called pomme-granate, garnet-apple. hades is not only god of death, but also of wealth. when you crack it open the faceted, darkly translucent seeds sparkle like gems. the experience is not unlike eating a geode, crunchy and satisfying
the experience is not unlike eating a human heart, either. while it cracks open easily in your hands, there is a careful application of violence and removal of soft, delicate membranes involved that it's hard to forget that this used to be a living thing
i do not understand: how persephone stopped after six seeds. it's delicious but not quite enough - i devoured the whole thing standing at the kitchen counter, alone.
after you're done, it will have left blood-red splatters all over your face, but they will wipe away easily enough
pomegranate is such an experience, it is laborious, the time it takes to just extract the fruit is a luxury, and it feels like an act of love to open a pomegranate whether you do it for yourself or for someone else, it is an act of love
Hey god, it's me again
Can we please get sapphic pop singers who don't make songs only about stealing a girl from her boyfriend and/or sexual themes
my dear darling, my dear dead, my dear Hades...
dont leave me
my life is like a wave, it's always hitting the rocks

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