#pershonal shtuff

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Even though I am a fully grown 21 year old who has been out of high school for 3 years now

I still celebrate homestuck day

I know it seems ridiculous but this webcomic really has a lot of meaning to me

The friends I made

The emotions I learned

Another third thing

I may not celebrate it in a big way by going out in full cosplay like my freshman self wanted but I do the little things

Buy a Betty Crocker cake mix and make cupcakes, Put on Con Air, listen to some official and fan-made music, doodle your favorite troll or fantroll, play some friendsim, watch the let's read on YouTube, and many more.

Just do the small stuff and have a good time just because it's 4/13 doesn't mean you gotta die of cringe, Celebrate how this comic helped you and have a good time while doing it.

I made this a tradition

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So I feel a bit guilty

I don't normally like reading Actor X Reader. Reason being they're a real person with they're own feelings and things.

But I stumbled upon mob!tom and me being a whore for the fuckin mafia I started reading it, and gotta say this is some good writing and some good shit 👌🏽👌🏽 10/10 will read most of them again.

I don't know whether I should stop reading them to appease my guilty head or keep reading cause ngl reading has been helping me feel less sad

BUT I FEEL GUILTY AF

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Chicanx. Pansexual. Autistic.

I have pride, and even though it's really hard for me to admit it but I love myself the way I am

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Stopped taking my meds

Haven't free balled it since 2015

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So like I don't dream and I'm not AS impulsive

But is the combo working?

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A lot of people have been saying to focus on yourself before you focus on someone else but maybe I'm done focusing on myself I think about myself to much

Maybe I want to focus on someone else and give them the love and attention they deserve

Lords knows I don't deserve it

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Scream sing ABBA and all the bad thoughts go away

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I saw my boo thang at the gym and it made me a flustered mess, couldn't do my cardio but atleast I was done with most of my workout

Why couldn't I pretend to be an adult and just ignore him instead I got fixated