#personal babbling

[balentay]

Is there anything more sweet than your cat flopping her body against yours and resting her head oh so trustingly on your breast?

[nile-the-empathy-cleric]

I will update Ego Death tonight hopefully (tomorrow at the latest). Life has been crazy lately and so many things got in the way of writing/ editing. One of my irl cases became incredibly overwhelming and I felt really burnt out. I love what I do but sometimes the system sucks and dealing with courts, angry families, and CPS is extremely taxing and disheartening. I cried every time I had supervision the past 3 weeks. It’s been rough, but writing again has been a release. I am so grateful to every who’s been supporting this fic and me! You’re the best 💕

[fennethianell]

I don't mind, I LOVE READING ALL THE TAGS ALWAYS omg <3

thank you ;o;

[queen-elizab3th]

Bruh... I met LOTL 🥹✨

@ Irving Plaza, NYC

[9.14.24]

[cafeleningrad]

Hope everyone could enjoy some lovely Orthodox holidays. I still don't have any idea how to explain to my 85 year old Russian-Yugo grandfather that his favourite scholar on Clerical Slavic is a woman now.

[sheppardmckay]

Today, I have probably listened to That That more than is healthy.

But I gave myself permission to dance. 😆💜

[the-illusion-of-sanity]

i like to think of myself as a recovering depressed person. I am doing, all things considered, really well. ever since I went to the psychiatric hospital three years ago every year has been better than the last. and even with the whole pandemic thing I feel like I am pulling through. 

and then there is my brother who also inherited our father’s genetic disposition for Depression. He is going through the same shit I did, just three years later. We talk daily on Discord, mostly sending memes or discussing politics - with the use of memes. But also talking about Depression. 

He is really self-aware, talks about his Depression like a person, finds his little ways to deal with the days getting shorter and the pressure at work ramping up during Covid. But he is - slowly but gradually - getting tired. He’s not saying as much, but it’s in the way he talks about it, and also, I know him, and his depression, because I have been there. 

It looks like we’re both not visiting our parents for Christmas -  for the first time EVER. We still have living grandparents that we’re really close to and we just can’t risk them getting infected because they would not survive the virus. But while I am staying home with my wife and at least a couple of friends near-by, he will be staying alone in his appartement with all his flatmates gone during Christmas. I invited him over but he seems reluctant - and I know it’s not because he doesn’t wanna see me but because, well, he is tired. And it would mean to get into a train for a couple of hours and also be away of the safe space that is his own room. And I understand, I feel him, but I am also afraid what will happen if he is all alone during Christmas, after a truly awful year, after a truly grey and dark and tiring fall/winter.

I just worry. As big sisters do, I suppose.

[shiny-turmoil]

Heyy ☆

I honestly hope that you are all going to have a wonderful weekend❣

I woke up super early today and am feeling calm, happy and relaxed for once, which is nice because it is not that common for me since I got mental health problems as some of you guys know.

I want to keep being happy and keep meeting amazing human beings.

I hope that you're happy too.

Also a reminder, anyone can come talk to me anytime ♡