And yet the moment I finish one miserable project the desire rises again
seen from United States
seen from France
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seen from Vietnam

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seen from Hong Kong SAR China

seen from United States

seen from Malaysia
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seen from United States

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seen from Malaysia
And yet the moment I finish one miserable project the desire rises again
hey guys ive remade my blog! it’s still balentay- i wanted a fresh start but also wanted to keep the same blog feel!
I'm so confused. I'm trying to play Outer Wilds with my 8bitdo controller and SOMETHING keeps making my laptop lock itself??
Did my second ever dose of testosterone (.25 mg) last wednesday but I just discovered a hair on my chin :0 I BARELY grow hair anywhere on my body so I'm pretty confident I can chalk this up to the testosterone lol
Had my first shot of testosterone yesterday and just heard back from the surgeon who's going to do my top surgery that I'm on the wait list. Estimated wait times are 12-18 months, which should give me enough time to save up for whatever my trans health clinic won't cover
Things are looking pretty good right now
talked to my doctor about an adhd diagnosis yesterday. he agreed with me and said that it SOUNDED like inattentive type adhd but the only way to know for sure is if i respond positively to medications
so he put me on a 30 day trial to see how things shake out
just took my first dosage and now im kind of nervous? what if it doesnt help? what if im just Like That and im just faking
Feeling like shit..... Missing..... Her.............
So guess what my friend just finished making me watch