#personal im sorry

[beanie--boop]

not to be nsfw but i really need someone to just hold me and pretend, just for a little while, to love me unconditionally

[tinybec98]

Rant time bc im pissed

I CANT DO SHIT RIGHT IF NO ONE TELLS ME HOW TO DO IT 

I LIVE IN THE SAME HOUSE AS YOU 

YOU DONT HAVE TO GO THROUGH MY DAD ABOUT EVERYTHING

IM 17 NOT 5 I CAN TAKE INSTRUCTIONS AND TALK THINGS THROUGH

LEAVING ME ALONE EVERYDAY AND IGNORING ME WONT MAKE ME RESPECT YOU MORE

NEVER TALKING TO ME WONT MAKE ME LIKE YOU

OBVIOUSLY ONLY CARING ABOUT YOUR DAUGHTER WONT GIVE ME REASON TO RESPECT YOU

YOU’RE LITERALLY CALLING ME OUT ON SHIT YOU DO ALL THE FUCKING TIME

EAT

MY 

ASS 

[cherryblossomsandstories]

Great

My ex randomly followed me on instagram again and I am so confused. And I didn’t need him coming back into my mind more than he already has. 

[fairlylocaldrugdealer]

Dear parents; DONT PULL YOUR BACK IN THE DAY BULLSHIT AND DENY THAT MY INTERENT FRIENDS AREN'T FRIENDS JUST BECAUSE I CANT SEE THEM IN PERSON. D O N T. ITS HARD FOR ME TO MAKE FUCKING FRIENDS BECAUSE OF YOUR IGNORANCE OF THAT IM O K . YOU HAVENT GOTTEN ME H E L P EVEN THOUGH ITS BEEN RECOMMENDED . S T O P.

[slashandburn]

i feel utterly mistrustful of cis men and rejected by all women and i don’t feel safe enough to be open with my nb/queer identity so i find myself very alone 

[nophunintendun]

let's say you were in a car accident. a bad car accident. one most people would be killed in. you were knocked unconscious. let's say the only reason you lived was because a bystander got you out of the car before it exploded. but you could never thank him for saving your life. you were never granted that opportunity. wouldn't that kill you? i know this seems dramatic, but that's how i feel about tyler and josh. listen i don't know everybody's story, but from a personal standpoint, i can honestly say that i feel this strongly about them. even though i have been extremely suicidal, they have kept me going. they have given me something to live for. a reason to stay alive. and i can't thank them. i can not thank them for saving my life and keeping me alive. and it ruins me.

[theboywithnocrown-blog]

I feel awful and everyone is tense and stressed and angry and I'm picking up on all of that bc I'm an empath and I have to go work for twelve and half hours at the very least. Its fine. Uncle tom was calling me lazy bc its his only day off and he's working, but I DONT GET A DAY OFF. I work all weekend every weekend and I have school and rehearsal and all of that shit every school day and I know they think its not hard and not stressful but they don't understand. I'm ready to cry and fight everyone. I was at school for over 25 hours in two days. But hey, none of that is stressful. All of this adult and college shit and social lives and dealing with my anxiety and panic attacks and not being able to talk to my family, hey teenagers have it easy. I feel like my family doesn't understand how much pressure I'm under, but if I complain, I'm instantly lazy and ungrateful and spoiled. I'm just exhausted. I don't sleep or eat much and I am constantly on the go. Class, rehearsal, voices, people, planning college, working, dealing with shit, working, and hating myself through it all. It's all too much. I'm imploding in on myself and I don't know what to do.

[cherryblossomsandstories]

Yay I have 60 followers now!