#personal natter

[hometones]

It's really normal to be extremely over critical of your own work? Like, I don't know how to explain it but when I listen to my own music I really get uncomfortable, when I'm making it or mixing it I'm like this is cool. Yet once it's out I want to crawl into a hole and just never hear it again. It's like I look for any and every mistake, j have moments where I'm like no this is actually alright but it sort of consumes me that what I release isn't good.

Idk I try to make stuff for myself but when the stuff you make become the stuff you hate then what do you get?

[pilferingapples]

And now everything is Hurry Up and Wait For News time. I’m gonna try to keep myself solid and functional with happy distractions. Thank you SO much everyone who’s sent messages and advice! 

[pilferingapples]

Also relevant from the Quest For Photo ID (content warning for bureaucracy and the violence inherent in the system): 

Me. to really very nice DPS counter-clerk: Geez, this was an epic quest even for me, and I’ve lived at the same address my whole adult life! How do people who move around do it??

Counter clerk: Oh, it’s hard. It’s really hard. 

Me: -- and if someone’s homeless, then--

Counter clerk: --then they can’t get an ID. Oh,like sometimes they can use a shelter address, but usually...yeah, they’re just stuck. 

Me :   D: D: D: ?!? 

Counter-clerk: I KNOW, RIGHT?? 

So, hey, if anyone knows who I need to yell at about state ID laws, I’ve got a thing I wanna do?? 

[necrolimaconexmortis]

[necrolimaconexmortis]

[hiatused]

i kinda feel stupid for not putting watermarks on my last gifset and realized it late. fixed now. the notes tho. im stumped.

[hiatused]

oohhh.. a few more and I'll be on my first 500 followers!

when I only had 3 couple of months ago..

[kirkwalll-blog]

I really need to work on a tags page