#systemstuff

[zanderandthedogmaticrisis]

“I do not have autistic spectrum disorder. Not like all of you weird people do.” Said purple

“fucking listen to ur bitchass” red said

[marxandtohfangirlsystem]

Every time I see bad system representation in media it grinds my gears a bit, but what really pisses me off is when I see someone ask the creator about it and then the creator actively refuses to acknowledge that they did anything wrong. I get that systems aren't well known or embedded in the public consciousness (yet), but that's no excuse when the problem has been brought to your attention and you actively refuse to educate yourself on it.

[full-of-rats]

I wanna do an intro post because I can and no one can tell me not to, so uhhh.

Yeah!!

Hiiiiii we're a pile of rats or the samsara sys.

We're a DiD system, and we're also professionally funny.

Interact if you're a fan of; genshin impact, cats (the animal or the musical.(The good one, not the new one))), sea creatures, Vocaloid, Sanrio, CRK, panic! At the disco, pokemon, ect (theres so much but I don't want to make this list too long)

DNI if you're gonna be a meanie, we don't tolerate any disrespect. xoxo (unless it's funny)

We will always sign off with our name and sometimes pronouns. If a signoff does not have a name, they either don't have a name yet or don't want it public, thanks for understanding <3

-Furina (she/her)

[fluffnstuffq]

Complicated robothearted thoughts deluxe, finally put into words (split into two parts due to how long-winded we are).

We’ve been thinking a bit lately about how, collectively, the whole system is some kind of robothearted, all for different reasons, and how our plurality affects our outlook on our alterhumanity in general.

Not sure whether to compare the intersecting of experiences in this case to layers, or just tangles at this point /lh.

As older followers (or those who’ve read through the history of this blog) may know, back when I first awakened as otherkin, I mistakenly identified as robotkin (among other things which turned out amusingly off).

I know now that I’m robothearted; I have a connection with robots, sure, but I myself am not one, and the notion of pretending to be one/identifying as one ultimately feels like at best a very strange and at worst uncomfortable concept to me. 

Like impersonating a friend.

Considering this feeling, for the longest time I found it strange that I’d feel drawn enough personally to robots to even mistakenly identify as one. 

At last, I’m happy to say that we now have an answer; the entire Quasar System is robothearted in some capacity, all with varying reasonings for such, as well as different levels, so to speak, of a connection. (Two of us could firmly say that they’re very literally almost robots/robotic-adjacent in nature, though they choose not to for various reasons).

So of course, before we realized we were a system, those near constant, conflicting vibes from all directions of broad, and personal connections to robots definitely could be easily misconstrued as a kintype, especially for someone newly awakened to otherkinity in general..

However, the one whose robotheartedness overall piques the most curiosity, from all of us, was Marx.

Consistently, Marx has always been especially prone to fictionflickers and cameo shifts; we admittedly don’t think much of fictionflickering, nor do we talk much about it here given its (in our opinion) fleeting, disorienting, and hard to describe nature, but we respect it and want to learn more about the phenomenon. 

And almost as the perfect motivation to do so, our resident little jester tends to form intense, though brief connections to things connected either to his hearttypes or hyperfixations.

So of course that means that he’s gotten quite a few robot-adjacent flickers, ranging from momentary, surface-level cameo shifts to a much more immersive “sampling” of some identity; to the rest of us, it’s disorienting.

While we’ve probably all had a few cameo shifts here and there, Marx is essentially a magnet for fleeting, though to him very meaningful connections. Perhaps it’s his nebulous grasp on identity, perhaps it’s his way of processing empathy.

All we know is that, despite his occasional tendency to have confusing cameo shifts, he’s actually helped us make more sense of our alterhumanity in general.

When we have more experiences to compare, it’s somewhat easier to sort out our feelings on matters. 

And while we’ve been putting off examining our hearttypes in more detail, I think in finally doing so, in finally beginning to untangle some of those layers and connections, we’ve gained a better understanding of ourselves overall, somewhat.

Link to Part 2 

[m1lkyw4yw1sh3z]

One is Not Always Born with Their Name

Not sure if they wanted to go into detail about what happened to them, at least not yet, but TK thought it was important to at least show what they used to be in their timeline. 

Something about temporal disturbances slowly distorting them. Something about unsafe habits working at the TBD.

They definitely never were Croissant Cookie, at least not the one we know.

[paradoxesofgalaxies]

Inktober DID Day 10: Little

I don’t know what Leif looks like, so I drew a leaf to represent them.

Leif chose their name after our partner commented that they always “shake like a leaf” when they front. Leif holds a lot of anxiety and has a hard time fronting but is starting to get a little more confident.

~rowen

#inktoberdid #dissociativeidentitydisorder #systemlittle #systemstuff https://www.instagram.com/p/B3-efYJHNWSHEv9d5jBfMDKBT7vUrt89UaDyCg0/?igshid=12nn9fofu6atm

[spooky-puptarts]

System feel of the day: watching my headmate put fucking mayonnaise on tv dinner chicken nuggets and fries while hes fronting, and then eating them, the absolute fucking trashcan

[poobit]

Do you know anything about median systems? Would you consider them to be real? I'm not asking to start any kind of discourse, I'm just trying to get opinions from a variety of people who have DID/OSDD.

median systems? does that mean like,, facets that form a core being?

well i kinda have two members like that, Bernardo and Michael are people i wouldnt consider my alters because i dont really “switch” between then but shift , mostly Michael since he is, kinda like stronger in emotion than i am, like a designated sad trauma man

i do consider them “real” in the sense that ....the human mind is capable of Anything to cope with life, and even the most extense studies about DID/OSDD are limited in information about how it works.

though i kinda wonder sometimes if me being autistic has a factor in how my mind organizes it that way and how it also affects my DID? overall its kinda complicated, i hope it gets explored and discussed more in the future instead of “this and this cant be real because its not written in The Holy Book Of Mental Disorders”