Jun 23
For about a year I have been mentally exhausted‚ the fandom being a big reason as I haven't had the best experiences lately. I'm kind of tired of people as a whole (not everyone of course).
So I lost most motivation for rayllum month and won't post as much as I wanted to... I may just make a queue and take a break from the fandom before my head explodes.
#just... tired of people#lots of disappointments and stuff#I'm not perfect myself and I have made mistakes but damn#maybe I should have enjoyed the show on my own blog from a distance#but I don't regret being more active because I could never regret meeting some cool people and making Friends...#idk random thoughts#I hope TDK comes and I have a better experience#I still love tdp but it has been too much lately#at the end of the day I just wanted to enjoy a cartoon and a ship#but between real world crisis#AI everywhere#personal not nice stuff#etc etc#I used fandom as an scapism but it hasn't been that lately...#the reason I dislike proshipping so much has something to do with this#oh also the idiots on Twitter trying to cancel me#yeeeeah#also lots of netativity online about the show#and bad faith takes#and fans believing they are better than the creators#lots of things#yeeeah#ignore this just venting#personal#vent