#personal poast

[unluckysatellite]

My last journal pages for the final 100 day event in MLQC…

[lagomort]

I very rarely make Complaint Posts about fandom but can we be 100% mature and adult and acknowledge that the whole running ‘joke’ of confronting people who draw Jimmy like they’ve committed a social faux pas is pretty weird and kind of rude? I’ve experienced it and I’m sure other people have too.

Even when it’s done in a jokey way (eg. why did you draw Insert Goofy Misspelling Here), it comes across as this weird kind of performative condemnation. When you post a picture you’ve drawn and the response is EW WHY DID YOU DRAW JIMMY or SORRY YOU HAD TO DRAW JIMMY 🤢 it’s like… are you wanting medals for shaking your head the hardest at this fictional character? I don’t even like him. I think he’s a pathetic creep and a loser. I’m just wanting to discuss and portray a character who plays an interesting role in a story I like.

Can we all just take a step back and Think about that being the current trend? Why are we doing it? What is that saying to people who engage with the story and find it compelling? When you work for hours on a piece and it’s met with almost nothing but tired memes for responses it doesn’t exactly inspire people to continue creating work.

I think we can retire it at this point, quite frankly.

[psykocharm]

As is usual for me whenever I get into any kind of media one of my immediate impulses is to do some lore-breaking, because there is something deeply wrong with me. I want to make a dumb little self-insert oc but I want to make a mononoke instead of a medicine seller. why, you ask? consider the following concepts: “what if you had the means to kill me but chose not to”, “what if becoming a monster wasn’t a death sentence”, “nonhumanity as a metaphor for embracing one’s true self”, “finding innovative nontraditional ways to work through unbelievable trauma”, and last but definitely not least, “enemies to lovers”

do you see my vision

[thebigcomed0wn]

i literally understand this so bad rn saw marble sculptires in real life today and immediately thought of this. Its incredible

[perkybunse]

my roommates ex’s baby father is texting me now QUICK what are batshit insane conversation enders i can send before blocking

[unluckysatellite]

I have so many thoughts and feelings about the end of MLQC, that it’s hard to put to words, even after spending the day in a daze…

It just…feels weird, because 4:30 PM, I would try to get a snack, and around 10:30 PM, I would get something to drink. And around 1:45 AM, I would never go to bed on time…

Actually, around this time of the night, I would log in and finish my dailies, if I didn’t finish them during throughout the day. If there was nothing else for me to do, I would reread parts of the main story or past dates, revisit SMS and moments, listen to past phone calls…

There was so much more I wanted to save for myself, and despite having taken part in the archive project, I still feel like I didn’t contribute enough.

…

But…MLQC told a story that was loved by many people, and the greatest honor we can bestow upon a story is to archive it, so that others can read it too: be it old producers wanting to reminisce the past, or new producers wanting to experience what they cannot.

[unluckysatellite]

The final day of MLQC is here…time for one last date with my husbands.

[unluckysatellite]

Happy 1st Anniversary, Lovebrush Chronicles! (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ Are softer world remixes even popular any more??

Alt versions under the cut~