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okay i know that ii is so important and weird and maybe hard for a lot of us and i wanna share how it is for me bc this era was so pivotal for me wrt being a fan and also just like my own life at that time so here’s a lil bit of that story if anyones interested (:

okay so i had started watching them in like 2012 and so when this tour was happening i was like 17 and kind of already getting out of the phandom and i already knew from the my mom’s response to the first tour that there was nooooooo waayyyy that she was gonna take me to see them (she still can’t stand them actually lmao when i told her i was getting back into watching them she groaned over the phone and went “oh god not those two again” 😭)

I was always a bit more of a dan fan than anything else (sorry, that’s my homeboy) and like. You could see that he wasn’t having as much fun around then. And he’s said too, ‘you could see the light leaving my eyes’ which. You could! It was so hard to watch! I kind of had this insanely parasocial moment of like oh no i’m growing apart from my old friend and i can see that he isn’t happy and he’s probably close to quitting and i hope that he’ll be happy once he does quit but oh god i cant bear to watch it happen like... pit in my stomach every time i watched them it was really heartbreaking ANYWAYYYY

so right after the tour i was about to graduate high school and dan had just quit youtube and i would sometimes watching amazingphil vids that were posted during the hiatus but they were all kind of bittersweet and i missed my bffl danny so i didnt watch a lot of them and kind of grew away from them altogether. And then when they both came out i was so ridiculously proud of them obviously this was huge and life changing to all of us gay kids who grew up with them and i remember seeing him at his first pride and it was a couple years after i’d gone to my very first pride and i was just so so happy for him but i still didn’t come back and watch their videos bc i felt like it was something i must have just grown out of or something.

and when ywgttn came out i was like aware of it bc i was seeing it on shelves and i was like wow my friend who had to leave me is doing such amazing things w his life and then so much time had passed since i had really been watching them that i completely missed wad and tit and i actually made some friends since moving who saw tit and it was like omg dan and phil on tour?? Like rn???? And then i started getting back into them a little after that but not really a lot and then i MISSED the hard launch for like TWO MONTHS nobody told me, i was like okay i cant take my eyes off of them anymore they just do shit when i’m not looking apparently and now here we are! and they’re in my every waking (and dreaming) thought again just like they were from 2012-18 lol

I’m so glad im back, i’ve missed them and i’ve missed this phandom and i’m so so happy to be home again <3 anyway, i’m watching the full ii show rn for the first time and i’m just a little weepy because i know i would have been one of the people sitting there like sick to my stomach with dread the entire time and i just love them both so much but dan especially when im watching this bc he was having such a hard time but he really loves this community so much despite how difficult it was and all he wanted was to see all of us again and make us laugh and let us know that we were loved in his kind of dark and twisted way lol

ANYWAY i’m so happy to be back here i’ve missed you all and i’ve missed them and i cant wait to get hard with you guys in KS City

#dan howell my weird best friend is so back #and he’s so happy!!#and the freest he’s ever been UGH #personal post kinda #long post #dan and phil #dnp #interactive introverts #ii react

And it's like, I've always known, you know.

Recently I've been feeling like I'm faking being a therian because... I don't know, really.

But, my whole childhood, MY WHOLE CHILDHOOD, I would think about running away into the woods, and I would howl at the moon, and make bear dens with my bottom bunk bed, and I was so desperate to be anything but human.

I mean, when I learned about Manifestation(which I now know is lowkey bullshit. I was raised on "the secret", I would know), I would lay on the couch and repeat to myself "I am x animal, I am x animal" (it was usually a wolf or bear and on one memerable occasion a kangaroo) and I would rub my legs and arms and rub my face to feel my fur and muzzle and cry everytime it never worked.

After a while, I grew up, shit happened, and I stopped doing all of that. But I never stopped feeling the way I do. Everytime we went to the zoo, I would long to be in the cages with the animals, because I was one of them, I would cling to the glass as i watched the bears swim around.

I wasn't pretending, I never was, and now that I know I'm a Therian, everything feels so right, so correct.

So, my therians of this hellsite, you're not faking it, you're not lying or acting for attention. You're valid. You're real.

Does anyone else have this same experience?

#Therianthropy #bear therian #bear kin #Ursuskin #caninekin #felinekin #otherkin #Personal post kinda #otherhuman #nonhuman #therian

I woke up for work at 6 a.m. and seeing this sent me into delirium.

@voidex

#personal post kinda #voidex #hrrng soup #friends

hey guys! it’s gio once again :) did you all miss me?

you thought i was gonna pass up on this? ive been sitting on this url for almost 2 years buddy! however, things are gonna be different this time!

1. I will only be queueing once a week. As the episodes come out, I’ll cap and queue. If the queue runs dry, that’s it for that week! Submissions will still be open though, in case I miss something and you wanna contribute.

2. Opinions on characters will largely be kept to myself. I don’t like slandering characters, no matter if I don’t like them or not. Still gonna have the funny tags about what’s happening in the cap tho, don’t worry!!

3. Jolyne is exempt from rule 2 because I love women. And who am I if i don’t thirst about SOMEONE in the tags.

other than that, everything will be pretty much the same! if you’re desperate to get your paws on my sense of humor sooner, i will be finishing up the part 5 blog starting this Friday.

can’t wait for part 6! let’s all love jolyne!

#not background escapees #personal post kinda #yeah so #gonna overhaul the blog #get my theme and all that #set it up and when we see the girls ill go nuts and bonkers!!!#jojo #jojos bizzare adventure fanart #stone ocean #jojo stone ocean #jjba part 6 #jjba #tags for reach

Happy Pride Month to my LGBTQ+ fam!

I love each and every one of you! You're all so awesome! And its amazing to have friends as who are LGBTQ+ and are able to answer any questions I have so I'm not ill informed or rude sounding.

The this is the first pride month I've been able to celebrate without feeling awkward or weird about it. In just a year, I've learned a lot about being LGBTQ+, the community, and myself (as dumb as it sounds).

Side note: Guess who is even closer to thinking that they're demiromantic/demisexual? Its ya boi! Well, ya girl. Whatever. I'm still not 100% that's right for me, but I'm closer than I've ever been to figuring it out!

Anyway, back to before. Good Omens really helped with my learning. I first watched and read it in September of 2019 and since then have learned all kinds of information about different genders and sexualities because of headcannons about Zira and Crowley. I also gained a real cool friend because of it. I love you, @xx-rayne-or-shine-xx

But yeah. For my first celebration of Pride month I'm going to try and post some celebratory artwork or writing every day! It might be real old like what I have here (this is from when I just joined the GO fandom, couldn't draw Zira or Crowley, and was transitioning art styles) or it might be made just for this. Either way, I just wanna show my love and support!

God I hope that this wasn't too annoying. I know I'm straight and Pride isn't really for me, but I just wanted to show what I'm thinking and what I'm doing to celebrate. Ew. I assure you I'm not trying to make this about me if it seems that way. I'm just awkward and feel the need to explain myself over small things. I'm just gonna shut up now before this gets worse lol...