#personal shiet

[metale--deidara]

I remembered that post I made about Jaden Animations experiencing acephobia/arophobia/aphobia from asshat exclusionists, and now I'm gonna add what happened to me today, just to show that straights don't really like anyone queer related within the "group".

So, I went out with some friends, and one of my "friends" started talking about how a relationship cannot work without s3x and how I was weird and all that Jazz. I was trying to explain to them that not feeling sexual attraction doesn't mean that you cannot have s3x, that it's not really necessary, but that seemed to fly over their head and this is the literal thing they said to me "I'm sure you'll change when you actually experience it. Maybe your boyfriend isn't even that good and that's why you're traumatized/put off by it". If my bf was there he'd punchend them in the face. Oh, and that "friend" is straight.

So no, we asexuals/aromantics are not accepted by the straights, in fact, they use the same rhetoric that is used when they find out someone is gay/lesbian/bi/pan, that you'll change when you meet the one. I've been with my bf for 4 years now, I think he's really the one.

Lgbt exclusionists dni.

[jjennaj]

GIRL what I didn’t know you were engaged

Oh yes! Since May 2017.

THAT’S ME & BAE. 🤪

[paxodraws]

Hello hello, welcome to my art blog!

I'm Steph, aka Paxonia or Pax.

I want to start sharing my art. Drawing is a big part of my life and I feel confident enough in it to finally do so. Sooo here's a blog for it. As of right now I only do traditional drawings, but one day I hope to also go digital.

I aim to try and post somewhat consistently, so I'm participating in Inktober this year to test my ability. Let's see how I do on that front.

I'm gonna be using the official prompts, but I'll likely use some of my own. And I started a bit late, so I'm going to post Day 1 and 2 together later(it's almost 2am here oof.)

[heyfromhell]

I don’t know how to write what I’m feeling.

Because what I’m feeling is neither here nor there.

Neither good or bad, or happy or sad. 

it just is.

The funny thing is even though I’m losing my voice when I need it to write, I’m finding the words easily enough in my day to day situations and interactions. I’m gaining ground with myself, and I’m learning how to speak when I need to.

It’s nice to not be angry with people; but rather, just have them be nonexistent in your mind. You hurt me? That’s fine. You aren’t real to me anymore. I will not tear myself down in the process of waiting for an apology I will never get. I have learned to accept the words you were too weak to say, and move on.

It’s interesting... sometimes I forget that people from “real life” can see absolutely everything I do on social media. Some of my family follows my Instagram, and some of my coworkers do, too. I couldn’t really care less, even if it was a bit weird at first, but sometimes I forget that these places aren’t my private sanctuary anymore. When I first created this blog it was like my secret - I used it to express a part of me that I was afraid to let out into the known. Now, it’s like my life is on full blast. It’s just super interesting to me to know that anyone, anywhere, can know about what is going on with my life, without me being aware of them knowing.

But hey, I figure if I fully embrace all aspects of my life and don’t try to hide anything, that nobody can use different bits of my actions and choices against me. I’m not ashamed of a single thing. Everything that needs to be out in the open is already out. It feels great, honestly.

[jjennaj]

IT’S CHRISTMAS Y’ALL. I appreciate you guys and hope you have a lovely holiday with your family and friends! And if you don’t celebrate, I still wish you a lovely Tuesday. ❤️

[jjennaj]

I may (or may not) have purchased tickets to Val and Jenna’s gala performance.

[jjennaj]

I’m offfff to this shindig! Thanks for the dress selection help @dance10jennas 😇

[jjennaj]

Is it possible to be going through a midlife crisis at 24 ? 👀 asking for a friend......