#personal t

[lost-in-fandoms]

was just thinking

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[balzabul]

i suppose this may be a little silly, but as of late ive been having a very difficult time irt my sense of self/identity, so for my own mindfulness im just writing a short list of things i like, that i consider important to me either fundamentally or in some small pleasing way

entomology/bugs

linguistics

artificial intelligence

magic

the paranormal/ghosts

horror media

good coffee

walks at dusk or night

cooking

learning languages

rpgs

tabletop games

astrophysics/theoretical/quantum physics

video games

astrology/astronomy

tattoos/piercings/body mods

vocal synthesis

[leviismybitch]

Living in an anxious existence is horrible bc your choice of being here is taken away so now you're here and you're stuck bc anxiety doesn't allow you to enjoy life, especially if you're depressed as well

[bugheadjones-the-third]

Okay... now I've finally watched the ENTIRE episode.

I have so many feelings right now...

[lost-in-fandoms]

while i'm breaking my silence: i think it's so incredible actually how 99% of people who meet and talk to max end up loving him. even the guys he has beef on the internet with. people he compete(d) with. people who walk into the interaction with the idea of him painted by the media aka an aggressive asshole. speaks so much about him <3 my special lovely guy

[lost-in-fandoms]

the GALL some people have to call themselves "max fans" and then make posts in such bad faith you have to wonder if they have ever seen the definition of "fans" or if they're so used to opening their mouths just to let the air out they're thinking of a different kind of definition

[lost-in-fandoms]

listening to a podcast on the way to work and they mentioned how post concussion symptoms can also include severe mood swings and now you know I'll be thinking about it for the rest of the morning