#personal...ish?

[fetishizeyourself]

looking down at myself and realizing i finally put on some weight again feels SO damn good

[blutopaz15]

god I miss the fic writing vibes I had in like oct/nov...just CHURNING out like two chapters a week 😭😭😭

[mellowsaprophyte]

OH HEY i tell you what when i get a gf i’ll be able to take pictures of her and she can take pics of me and we can ACTUALLY start an ootd aesthetic blog. just another reason why i need a gf. currently taking applications if anyones interested

[cadetcatra]

I’m 21 now.

What the fuck?

Where’s my life changing mission that takes place on a space whale with my long lost alien mother?

All I’ve gotten is a free drink from Starbucks.

[addictedtoprettylittleliars]

I think the worst thing is that you miss the people that hurt you, and you only miss them bc their rejection makes you feel like if only they were around would that heal whatever or reverse the pain they may have caused. For some reason their opinion is what will validate us. 

At the end of the day it maybe easier said than done (bc it is lol) but how they see you or treat you doesn’t mean there is anything wrong with you, it just means their definition of perfection or whatever it maybe is probably different than yours. But the people that remain in your life have decided you meet their idea of something worth keeping.

At the end of the day, don’t let one person dictate how you feel about yourself. 

[cadetcatra]

Ha ha, ha, ha.

I totally did not just sob in my kitchen upon realizing how much I miss Allura.

Me? Crying so hard I get a headache? Over realizing how much Allura meant to me? Still means to me.

Moi? Struck by grief? Out of nowhere? For Allura? Hah! As if...

Did I seriously consider sitting in my backyard to talk to the night sky as if it was Allura? If it wasn’t so fucking freezing I would’ve tbh.

Pfft. Please...

Am I nervous now about bursting into tears when I meet Kimberly Brooks tomorrow? Nah I’ll be cool as a fucking hot mess cucumber.

This is fine. I’m fine. I’m great, actually. Not grieving at all. I’m cool, I’m chill, I’m downright dandy. The dandiest.

I cried for an hour while talking to an empty kitchen about grieving Allura. Totally normal, right?

[themoonwastaken]

Back when i was in highschool or smn I read somewhere that if you called someone’s name in a loud, crowded room and they still heard you, it most likely meant they had a crush on you. And so, me being the attention loving human I am, I tested the theory.

The only person that heard me and responded every single time was my soon-to-be-boyfriend at the time.

And i’m not saying that’s Dream and George but I’m saying they do be very aware of each other on very crowded vcs Man... this post gets it.

[cadetcatra]

I MET JOSH AND KIMBERLY TODAY WHAT THE FUCK

I got autographs and photos and we talked!! I didn’t burst into tears (thank god) but I definitely got light headed lol. Josh remembered me from the panel on Friday and gave a bunch of advice about voice acting and Kimberly was so friendly and beautiful and funny!! I think I died. I’m deceased. First Jeremy last October and now this? Yeah I can’t really comprehend anything that’s happened. Rip me.