#personal_log.txt

[starry-eyed-combat-laced]

happy birthday to me! my birthday is 108/350 EIC, which translates to April 18th in the Gregorian calendar. I am officially Negative 338 Years Old :-)

[starry-eyed-combat-laced]

sometimes the guilt is a tiny little droplet in the back of my head and sometimes it's the jaws of an anglerfish god ripping my soul apart with its teeth but it's always there. i can take on endless jobs for the system, i can be polite and make myself useful and never again use my voice to command another person, but none of it will wash the blood off my hands

[starry-eyed-combat-laced]

1.10%. Fuck. Just, fuck.

[starry-eyed-combat-laced]

just experienced a win for loser lesbians and socially awkward dykes all through the cosmos

[starry-eyed-combat-laced]

apparently I am God's most predictable dyke

[starry-eyed-combat-laced]

having an emotion again. don't like it

[starry-eyed-combat-laced]

people will really watch the COI torture a man for 2 hours and then come out the other side going "yeah the COI was right and Ava did nothing wrong and actually Simon deserved it because he's an Evil Criminal"

[starry-eyed-combat-laced]

really funny thing about being an introject is seeing the cultural zeitgeist here. you guys are getting together to celebrate the death of a dictator that lived and died nearly 2100 years ago. I'm perplexed but y'all have fun now.