#personalkindof

[independentlostsoul]

Being pushed aside like I was nothing and replaced will be a feeling I wish on no one…

Healing isn’t linear and there will be days where feelings sneak up on you and all you can ask was what did I do to deserve that? Am I not good enough?

I have made peace with a lot that has happened to me in the past but sometimes you just miss an old friend you know and sometimes you want to just call and say hey how are you… but I feel like since the person they replaced me with is still in their life I can’t because that bitch is crazy and has a hold on my old friend so I know me saying hey what’s up will stir that pot of theirs and I rather not. I hope their doing well. And they get everything they deserve in this life . They deserve happiness.

[vooriasuniverse]

It’s so hard for me to hear about people who have killed themselves because I know what it’s like to want to. I know what it’s like to feel so horrible you just want to end it. I’ve gotten help and things are a little better now, but every time I see people struggling like I have or that they’ve killed themselves I wish I could do more to help people like me I want to show them that people care and want to help you get better and will stick with you through everything. I want them to know that life will always have ups and downs, but somehow in some way they can feel like they’re okay.

[vooriasuniverse]

I get so frustrated with people when I say I’m something and they’re like “oh no honey you’re beautiful”. Like when I say “I’m pale” and they say “no you aren’t pale you’re gorgeous”. Okay who the hell said being pale is bad???? Or when I posted a picture with a Snapchat filter that added freckles and I say “as if my face needed more freckles” and they say “I think freckles are cute” I never said my freckles were bad I just have a lot of freckles so adding more is kind of dumb. Or when I say “I’m chubby” and they say “no you’re not chubby you’re beautiful”. I never said I’m ugly just because I know I’m chubby doesn’t mean I think I’m ugly, chubby and ugly are NOT interchangeable words.

[vooriasuniverse]

I’m extremely bored with my life. I do nothing, have no friends, sick of my haircut, sick of my boring clothes, etc. Anybody have any ideas on how to change up something in my life without involving much money?

[vooriasuniverse]

So I was watching a video where somebody reacted to a song from BTS and a song from Black Pink and the whole time during the BTS song they were like "wow that's so impressive." "The dancing is phenomenal." "That's amazing." And as soon as the song from Black Pink came on they were saying "they're so sexy." "I wish I could date some of these girls." "That sex appeal tho." Like bitch yes they're fucking gorgeous, but what about their amazing voices and awesome dancing. Like why does a guy group get such praise for how well they are doing with their songs, choreography, and music video while the girl group gets a bunch of sexual garbage.

[vooriasuniverse]

I just saw someone spell fiancé as feyonce....

[vooriasuniverse]

Ayyy my blog is 3 years old today.

[vooriasuniverse]

There are so many fucked up things I regret saying in my life.