#personalpiece

[zhoncreations]

My personal taxidermy bear, Razor, is a feisty little furball! Just look at that blonde stripe!

He was acquired from a friend who was moving, and couldn't bring their pelts with them, so I adopted this bear and mounted him about 2 years ago. He was finally finished recently with the help of a longtime friend and coworker who works wonders with scenic habitat.

[reynarochinart]

✨We are Magic.✨ Might turn this one into an actual painting. 🤔 #personalpiece

[dreamgirlramblings]

A Letter on Loneliness

“If one's different, one's bound to be lonely.” ― Aldous Huxley, Brave New World

I often found that being alone is nothing to be scared about. There have been many of times where I have spent my weekends alone in my apartment doing all the things I wanted to do, which isn’t much. I found I’m very content playing video games, watching movies or even reading my physical TBR list (as it turns out I have way too much.) However, I come across days where I what I feel isn’t content but loneliness.

Loneliness is a feeling I’m not very comfortable with. I feel alone, unwanted and weirdly insane for some reason. It’s the time where I don’t want to be with myself, I don’t want to think about my thoughts and what they mean but often than not this is probably the time I should be alone. This is a fantastic way to explore my feelings and not distract myself with distractions.

 Why am I feeling loneliness? What is it about this feeling that’s so uncomfortable? Then it just hit me. Loneliness is the feeling of a void I’m trying to avoid (no pun intended.) Something you haven’t faced or confronted yet about yourself. It’s the honesty you have to face with yourself about yourself that you may not be comfortable in yet. No one really wants to face it on their own. Not really. It’s scary and weird and analysing your life and your choices is not something I want to do once more, so soon. Because facing those things about yourself makes you feel not good enough in some sort of way. Facing loneliness means your life no longer makes sense to you.

It doesn’t mean that your current status in life is bad, it just means that it’s not necessarily what you want anymore. And if the life that you currently living is something that you no longer want, what does it mean for you? Do you once again start over? Do you go through drastic changes and change your personality? Is the personality you have right now something you even relate to anymore?

Being honest with yourself is hard. Truly being honest with yourself is hard. Where do you even start? Do you go back to your childhood? Analysing every choice from then and then once again build a new foundation of what it means to be you. Is this more of a recent discovery and you just face it for its face value. I often find myself looking back a couple of years and looking at the decisions I have made. With this analysis, I figured out that most of the things I have experienced weren’t because I made an active choice to do something. I found that a lot of my decisions were reactions to something that has happened to me. That I in fact, have acted as NPC in my own life and allowed everyone else to change the direction of my life.

That is a hard truth to face about yourself. I don’t think I ever remember actively choosing something for me. Making those decisions for myself terrifies me. I can’t do failure – it’s not really an option for me in my mind and it’s because I don’t think I can face another failure in my life. I’m so afraid of it. Failure however, is a normal part of life. It’s how we grow as human beings, it’s how we learn.

So here I am, stuck in this loop. Trying to figure it all out. How to start my life, the life that I want. First though, I need to figure out what I want and I don’t even know where I should go looking for these answers. One thing is for certain, the only constant in our life is change. It will happen to me and you regardless of our decisions. So I might as well start deciding now. At least that way I can pretend I brought the changes in my life because of my own actions and not my reactions to peoples decisions.

[tyzranan]

Wip Next piece in work! #wip #artoftyz #digitalart #conceptart #personalpiece #personalart #art #practice https://www.instagram.com/p/CUDnIuuB8vG/?utm_medium=tumblr

[uncadasspreadlove]

#PersonalPiece #GreenTigersEye #Stone #Pearl #Crystal #CrownedSkull #CustomBeadsByDas #CustomBraceletsByDas #CustomBeadedJeweleryByDas #CustomWhateverYouWantItToBeByDas #AlignmentEssentials #Vibrate #VibrateHigher #iMustCreateDaily #DailyIMustCreate #GiveThanks #SpreadLove #EveryDay https://www.instagram.com/p/CAoZYLkA1HB/?igshid=v1epr1qoy7zy

[fliath]

Gorm Blodbylgje (Bloodwave), Galdramadr (Runepriest) of the Frost Claws, Primaris successorchapter of the Space wolves. This is still a work in progress, but did this for our farewell stream on twitch for the old PC. I painted this on the old PC as the new one arrived 10-15 minutes before the stream started. Need to install everything which takes hours, so that gave the chance to work some on this painting. . Trying to get an oil painting feel for this, even though it is a digital painting. The gold is not painted yet, only glazed a general colour to help the feel. . //David . . David is available for commissions, PM us, or look for more info here: https://www.studiocolrouphobia.com/commissions . . . . . . . . . #illustration #Wip #personalpiece #wh40k #spacemarine #spacewolvessuccessor #librarian #terminator #Primaris #FrostClaws #runepriest #bears https://www.instagram.com/p/B7_LQwIHMSW/?igshid=w0yp4fmu8dmc

[fliath]

Gorm Blodbylge (bloodwave). Work in Progress. Testing out face paint. It goes slow, because I am working on other things, but some minutes here and there can be stolen for a personal piece. This might not be a space wolf, but a primaris successor chapter. Remains to see. Swipe to see a variation and the face without paint. //David . Available for commissions: https://www.studiocolrouphobia.com/commissions . . . . . . . . . #illustration #Wip #personalpiece #wh40k #spacemarine #spacewolves #librarian #terminator https://www.instagram.com/p/B3ZtB51niEI/?igshid=ai6yu1v8mlk1

[antideluvian-blog]

#wip Getting to the end of the line with this #painting Heavily inspired by the work of #sydmead specifically his work that was used as promo material for #tomorrowland I decided to sail back some of the cadmium yellow seam lighting on the foreground structures as this is my own #personalpiece One should never be a slave to the reference. #cyberpunk #cyberpunk2077 #starfinder #cardgameart #gameart #scifiart #scififantasy #scifiillustration #retrofuture #lightcycle #cyberpunkgirl #spaceopera #futuristic #futuristiccity #conceptillustration #neotokyo #cyberpunkers #cyberpunk_cities #asimov #aurora (at Port Jefferson Station, New York) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw59gw_Bvvc/?igshid=5wx19j778bwj