Even though he is in no rush to admit it, a life coated in peril and sacrifices has him thinking like an old man too often. Flirting with death is, after all, both a defiant challenge and an ungrateful payment. He tries as he might to keep his eyes set on the present, for there is too much loss on his wake and too many fixed points ahead, but sometimes he is consumed by the thought of --- what happens after I lose for the last time?
It was foretold that his children of time would follow in his footsteps. His influence is recorded in countless histories and civilizations across the cosmos. His very name carried the power to make an army shiver. But was that all there would be? Nothing to come with his memory but fear?
Would no one care to know the man behind the legend, this old man wonders?
He has a poisoned stab wound that is bleeding profusely and has blocked his neurotransmitters. The TARDIS is too far away to make a run for it. And Amy, bless her, apparently knows how to use a katana much better than him.
It's not like he means to think about this only because he feels death's cold fingers slowly grip his limbs, nor only because he's not alone this time. No, rather, it feels like he's been given a gift. Because didn't Amy say she was a writer?
Who better to remember him for whom he truly was?
“Amy...” He struggles to reach out and manages to brush his fingertips on her arm. “We lost them. They’re not coming into a cursed forest, no matter how much they may hate us. You can put that down now...”