#petty world

[kyle1]

Sometimes I wish I was an actual sociopath or a psycho just so I wouldn't have to be so in touch with, and sensitive to emotions. And not just mine, but others' too. I really wish I could make my moves and create something of myself without constantly being so concerned and considerate of other people who would never think twice about NOT doing the same for me. It sure would be easier if I was heartless enough to just be selfish all the time, looking out for only me... regardless of who gets fucked over or hurt in the process. *sigh* I'm just unfit for this world.

[kbfoto]

I want to grow away from all the petty little world we exist in. I want to leave it all behind, all the petty little thoughts about unimportant little things, things that’ll be forgotten a hundred years from now anyway. There’s a level somewhere where everything is solid and important. I’m going to try to reach up there and find a place I know is pretty close to perfect, a place where this whole messy world should be, could be, if it’d just take the time to learn.

 James Dean