#selfish world

[pinkb-3-rries]

So true! 🥺 it relates to someone I know🙄

[bcsandstrom]

Windows - April 26th, 2020

[myfuckingtragedy]

[niharikaslernings]

Today's learning, 30/04/23

I am back with another learning of today. Today, I have lots of free time in which I decided to analyse the structures of the days and happenings. Let's jump into the incidence section:-

Nothing is going alright nowadays in school. I am studying hard but still unable to answer questions in the classroom. After promoting in new standard, every classmates of mine had a huge change in their behaviour. Specially their behaviour with me is totally changed now. After thinking alot, I got why they are reacting rudely. It is only because I cannot answer in the class. When I used to answer, they showed me respect but nowadays because I cannot perform better in class activities, they are talking rudely to me. They are trying to fight with me on negligible thing. It's like they want to drown me downwards. Or they want to pull my legs down. Some of my classmates, which are very sweet to me earlier, They are showing their aggression. Subject teachers are changed and now, I had to form a new image of mine in their eyes. That's the reason why I am facing difficulty to give answers. Because I don't know the teacher's mind/ believe system which I know in junior classes. It will take some time to understand their point of view. After that everything came back to normal may be. I am hoping for good and positive. Thus it is a low point, I can term this moment as a bad phase or low point of my life. I learnt a crucial lesson from this bad phase of my life. And it is true, bad phases, low points, failures, breakup they all taught you a huge moral values of life. My bad phase taught me too, which is in learning part. All those hard times helps you understand the selfish outside world vividly. They opens your eyes, they are life changers. I had listened this somewhere but see it is happening with me. Now, I am clueless in my life about how to fix all this but I hope for positive. Let's jump onto the learning section:-

Learning:- I learnt that In my happy days, whoever is with me is not for me. They are for the success I have or I own. They are appreciating me for my happy days. I realised when hard times hit, when you left with nothing. On that time literally no one, not a single person is with you.

No one cares about you, they even try to make you feel bad about yourself. They even try to neglect you and your point of you. I learnt that never go for appreciation or when peoples are appreciating never become happy. People's are chameleon, they are trust breakers. They are liers. When they are appreciating, don't stop working, don't become overconfident. Because if you will they will snatch everything from you. A line is coming to my mind continuously, I want to share here:-

"Happiness is a choice. Yeah, things in life make it difficult, but at the end of the day, you control your own happiness".

[kyle1]

Sometimes I wish I was an actual sociopath or a psycho just so I wouldn't have to be so in touch with, and sensitive to emotions. And not just mine, but others' too. I really wish I could make my moves and create something of myself without constantly being so concerned and considerate of other people who would never think twice about NOT doing the same for me. It sure would be easier if I was heartless enough to just be selfish all the time, looking out for only me... regardless of who gets fucked over or hurt in the process. *sigh* I'm just unfit for this world.

[shadow-wolf97]

It amazes me how shitty family can be to you then you have friends that are ironically more like family than your own blood i helped and helped and helped only to lose everything bc they were selfish and didn’t care in the slightest about my stuff they only cared about themselves so i guess thats my own fault for believing that just bc they’re family doesn’t always mean they’ll be good for your life or your health one things for certain I’m never going out my way for them again bc of them i lost just about everything i worked so hard for

[krishnickfitness]

[allweeverdreamed]

3/22/17

A recent work experience solidified why the service industry is such bullshit...Not only that, but it also taught me a couple things. It taught me 1) how to face adversity with a strong outward demeanor, even as I”m raging on the inside...and 2) it opened my eyes to how truly degrading typical service industry jobs usually are. Though I’m thankful for the experience’s underlying message and opportunity to practice boldness in the face of exploitative authority, the principal is what gets me down. It’s what has always turned me off from institutionalized obligations constructed by our capitalistic, detached society: those of us working to making a living must adhere to the orders and demands of other human beings, no matter how unjust or inconsiderate. Careless authority is a result of selfishness and love of power, and this is the broken system we’re born into.