Get well soon MPC. Best wishes. Take care of yourself.
Wolf. I .. miss you. I'm sorry.
Thank you. I tried my best. I know you'd be disappointed in me for sending this message. Publicly displaying a show of weakness like this? I shouldn't.
I can hear your voice in my head. "Coil, you should know better."
I know I should. But I could never live up to what you needed of me, and a bittersweet failure is better than never saying it at all.
Sometimes it's better to say things. So others know you care. Skateboard taught me that, sort of. Not that I listened to him.
I do now. Sometimes. I love him a lot. I'm glad to have someone who's willing to understand me.
I wish you could meet him, Wolf. I wonder if you'd like him, though I know you probably wouldn't. Reckless, selfless, wears his heart on his sleeve. He's what you would have called "fragile", I'm sure. Unfit.
I don't know what I possibly could have done to deserve an inphernal like him in my life. I hope maybe, just this once, you'd be willing to see past your ways and give him a chance. He's not so bad.
I hope you're okay. Thank you, for everything you did for me.
-Coil . P! (fictive of #💚🍭)
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