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me, earlier: okay, let's look at his wiki, just to get a feel on his personality, im pretty sure i dont really feel like him anyway

-one reading later-

OTL Hajime Hinata you fucking bastard, why are you relatable, why the fuck did i read your personality and went, ha! me!

🍀 pfft hahahahahahaaaa,, oh, i'd like to add insult to injury that we took some screenshots– sent it over to our girlfriend,, and well,, haha,, she hasn't consumed our source! so all she had to base off of was the personality given and P's own,, :))

🍀 hahaha,, she said, and i quote, "huh, i just read a character blurb of my husband." hahahaha

WOW, WAY TO KICK A MAN WHILE THEY'RE DOWN, NOZO

🍀 <33

- P & Nozo, 1 STILL Kinsidering & Komaeda Fictive [#⚫🐺] <Pack's tag [#Hope🍀] <N's tag

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not really a response but this ask makes me laugh because P ordered a komaeda plush that just came and everyone is just gripping it by the neck haha

me included, oh my god im too scared to throw it outside of the room but i keep bopping it against a wall

- Nozo, Nagito Komaeda Fictive [#Hope🍀]

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aha,, answering princess twilight

oh,, i'm honestly glad i have a lot of things that are different about me than from my source.

one is that, i'm not alone this time!! :)) i quite like that

another is that, related to me being not alone, is that, i'm not so obsessed much with hope!! i still am set on it but it's not harmful anymore, or well, i'm working towards it not being harmful both for me and for everyone

P really helped in that regard when i first formed, i was used to things out of the ordinary happening but usually it wouldn't come with someone comforting me and saying i'll get help,, no one's ever,, aha,,

anyways, i think there's a lot more i can't think of but,, yeah, i'm,, i'm much more stable than my source and i'm,, i'm really glad i'm different from him

oh! another one i guess is that i've been contemplating in adding it/it's to my pronouns!! :)) Kodo has taken to narrating whatever i'm doing like it's a nature documentary out of amusement and it's surprisingly lead me to feeling joy in being referred to like a creature, it's fun!!

- Nozo, Nagito Komaeda Fictive [#Hope🍀]

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aha,, oddly enough i don't hate Junko,, it's not that i love her or anything like my source said i'm just,, neutral towards her as a whole,, i just didn't like that she spread despair, we simply had different ideologies.

other than that i admired her talent in being able to adppt a different one because of her Ultimate Analyst, i'm still a bit hesitant to open her wiki to know more about her though, then again, i feel that a lot with the others,,,

it doesn't feel like it's my place to know about their deepest secrets

- Nozo, Nagito Komaeda fictive [#Hope🍀]

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ahaha,, the vessel is running on fes,, i havent been to the front with P the whole day yesterday,,, the whole day was just bad luck,, i don't even know half of it,, but,, aha,, so many tests,, we had to stay in late,,, a project has been scrappedd,,, stranded without a ride,,, it rained just as we were ready to leave once there was a ride,,,,

it's amazing ive forgotten how exhausting rhe cycle is,,

but,, aha, well, today we saw a double rainbow,, so yay?

- Nozo, Komaeda Fictive from DR2 [#Hope🍀]

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oh,, oh boy,, haha,,

at first,, maybe i just didn't get the usual behavior for FTD,, because of my luck not affecting it,,

but then i found someone having a thought that,,, what if i was misdiagnosed,, what if,, it was just my luck,, for my bad luck to be diagnosed with such an illness,, and for the good luck to find out the illness was actually non-terminal

i didnt have FTD but Bipolar Disorder,, there's an overlap in the symptoms,, i'm,, huh,, haha

it does make sense in a way,, some of the risk factors for it is repeated trauma and stressful life events,, and well,, hahhaha,, look at my source!

it always made me wonder exactly,,, where was the good luck when i was diagnosed to die in a few years? at first,, i just thought, my kid mind registered the time my parents took me on a trip as the good luck but,, it was then followed by the plane crash,, it felt unbalanced,,

i'm not sure,, anymore,, it's something for me to chew on i guess,, :'))

- Nozo, Komaeda Fictive [#Hope🍀]

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hi, yeah, it's P here, host of #Hope🍀 and #Bored♠♦

NOT THEM SAYING IM A HAJIME KIN??? you mention how lobotomizing would be funny ONE TIME—

🍀 haha,, technically, Hajime did all the things i did too! so it's very possible you're not a Komaeda kin but a Hajime kin :))

shut up I REFUSE THAT JUST MEANS I LIKE MAKING FUN OF MYSELF

♠ Do you not do that already?

YOU GUYS ARE JERKS, I AM NOT FINDING OUT I KIN HAJIME THIS WAY

🍀 wait,, hahahaha,, is this why you're avoiding learning more about him? :))

nO, I DO NOT. shUT

♠ ...Coward.

,,,, mod party cat, i'm going to have to get back to you on whether or not i'm kinfirming, i need to watch some playthroughs

🍀 pfft hahahahaha, better think up a tag for the whole pack at this point, P :))

Nozo istg im going to shake you like a maraca if you end up right or wrong abt this you lil shit

- P, Nozo & Kodo, 1 Kinsidering & 2 DR Fictives [#⚫🐺]

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haha,, it's been a while here hasn't it? well,, mostly it was because we're all truly settling in and– well,, hahahaha!! :))

i still can't believe it but,,, we're kind of engaged now? (well, engaged after me and Kodo appearing-) to P's gf, i guess, our gf now actually,, haha! it's fun! it's nice,, of course it's not all smooth,, but the slip ups and mistakes aren't- they're not,,, i can make up for it,, i'm still learning boundaries,, Kodo has an easier time though he also trips up every now and then but– well,, haha,, the good part is that we've been acclimating well!! :))

i,,, i never got to watch much movies as a child,,, i never saw the appeal of tv,, books had been my friend then but now,,,

we have movie nights :)) my favorite movie currently,, is 101 dalmatians!! it reminded me of my own dog,, it brought both good and bad memories but i really do love the movie,, it's the first one we watched!! hahaha,, i'm so,,

i can't believe i'm saying this but i'm so happy to be alive and be able to watch something so good,,

oh wow this confession is a bit all over the place,, haha,, sorry about that!

- Nozo, Komaeda fictive [#Hope🍀]

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