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Journal Entry 6/19/2018

Well to the very few who read this I have mustered the energy for another journal this month. I feel like my life is in slow motion. Nothing I ever want to do seems to get done, if my life were a stove I’d have like 20 different “backburners” as people call them when they have to push back certain plans. I barely make time for myself anymore, hell even when I went on vacation I was worried/anxious half the time, that’s not to say I didn’t enjoy it, I did. I just wish there was more for me where I am right now, I feel I’ve slowed down to a crawl and yet everything moves past me so fast, I barely have time to catch anything if that makes any kind of damn sense.

I do like writing these for the most part. It’s nice to get this shit out. There’s also the slight fear that some dickhead will use these journals against me somehow. Thanks for taking the time to read this, it means more than you know.

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Never Ending Problems

Hello there everyone, you haven't heard from me much for a long time, and for good reason. I'm not truly sure where to begin really, as to why. Just know that I'm still struggling through. Key word there is struggling. I just wish this were a fair fight, if it were a matter of facing my enemies, head on, fist versus fist, sword versus sword, than this would might be a winning battle for me, but it's not. This world has no room for me in it, for someone who prefers living by the sword, and dying by it. That's the most likely outcome in any case, death. However if these are my dying words than I will let you all know right now that I will not die in vain, at least I hope not anyway. One thing is for certain, is that I am not the future, who I am, what I am, clearly has no place in this current era, or the next. You, my beloved followers are the future, take what I've taught you, tried to teach you, and teach it to others. I've tried to convey many things, pass on many principles to which I hope people understand, but above all, do not give up on yourselves, above all realize this, that it is never a mistake to accept and embrace who and what you are. I hope things get better, until next time my friends.

[georgevegaart]

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Journal Entry 11/30/2018

Amazing how so much can change inside of a month! It’s been an uphill battle for sure, but things are starting to really look up. I might actually start having some more free time for myself. More time to draw, write and perhaps produce videos. I was never properly prepared for how fucked the world would be, but I have a feeling that this won’t matter anymore. I’m not sure how many people really read these journals or who even cares anymore, but it’s nice to know that I got some positive feedback from my last journal, I really didn’t expect that from anyone to be truthfully honest.

I fully appreciate all the support I’ve received from you guys, it means quite a bit. My battle with depression may be over, but the war is far from won. However, fear not as I’ve come full circle to realize that I’ve been right all along, that it’s always been me vs. The World, and truthfully it’s not about winning or losing, it’s about surviving what the world throws at you, not trying to take it down a peg. By all means thought if you can take the world down a peg, than do so, humanity can use more than a few lessons in humility.

So people, no matter what, especially during this stressful winter solstice season, stay strong, stay vigilant, and for fucks sake stay warm. Don’t you dare fucking wear those fucking yoga pants like it’s going to keep you warm, it won’t so just stop it, alright? before you fucking freeze to death. Have yourself some nice holidays with your friends, family and a damn good fucking new year!

[kailacrosse]

The Real Thanksgiving Story

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Still Face Experiment: Dr. Edward Tronick

THIS video right here is the reason why I shouldn’t have kids, EVER. People constantly contradict me when I say that I wouldn’t make a good father, THIS, this right here is why, they’re all like “You...

I was hesitant to put comment responses to youtube videos here, but I’ve been trying to accurately articulate how I feel on the subject of child raising, this video did it better than I ever could.