ficletober 2022 day 10 (but late) - philippa pov of dijkstra/isengrim ft. merihart
When someone important to him ends up in hot water, Dijkstra desperately calls in a favor from Philippa.
Takes place ambiguously post-canon, at least 5 years after Philippa unsuccessfully attempts to have Dijkstra assassinated. Contains vague descriptions of burns, near death experiences, and medical treatment. Also Canon typical Philippa eilhart.
Philippa's emergency alert trilled, the one very few people on the Continent had the ability to trigger. She sighed, pausing in the midst of applying her eyeshadow to rummage through her belongings for the damn xenovox.
"I could still kill you, you know," she said as the little box crackled with sound. "I may no longer have leagues of assassins at my immediate disposal, but I could kill you personally."
"Phil," spoke a familiar voice over the xenovox. There was a strange quality to it that had little do with the tinny sound of the device. "I'm not all that in the mood for jokes right now."
"I don't ever joke. I'm very serious."
Philippa finished dabbing gold shadow along her lids and switched to a silver liner. She had been expected at Sabrina Glevissig's Enchanted Chef party an hour ago and hoped to swan in forty minutes before the end of the event simply to place a very large order of discounted Chaos Cutlery and then leave.
"You know I wouldn't contact you unless it wasn't absolutely necessary. Phil, I need your help. I'd like to call in that favor. You said you owed me one."
She had said no such thing in so many words, but she had contacted the man who now publicly went by Sigi Reuven when she had learned of his return to Redania to tell to him that she regretted the way they had parted. He was more useful to her alive than dead these days, as her true allies dwindled to almost nothing.
"Dijkstra," said Philippa. "I had hoped you wouldn't be brave or stupid enough to take me at my word. I don't owe anybody a single thing. Besides, I have an appointment."
"Damn it, Phil."
The desperation in the man's voice alarmed her. Ordinarily, he knew better than to take any sort of tone with her. She did not tolerate men who dared to raise their voice in her presence.
But she had never heard that sharpness in his voice. It was curious. Whatever weakness could inspire that tremble of fear in the voice of a man like Dijkstra could prove to be very curious indeed.
"Say please," said Philippa, rubbing her lips together to smooth her freshly-applied blood-red lipstick. "And know that if you've wasted my time, I will not hesitate to finish the job I started years ago."
Not ten minutes later, Philippa sailed on silent wings through a dark forest, unsure what she would find when she reached the Temerian army encampment up ahead.
Dijkstra had all but begged for her assistance and yet been tight-lipped about the details. It was all very complicated and politically dull as usual. An accomplice of his had failed to appear at a rendezvous. News of a covert impending execution of said accomplice spread. Dijkstra could not intervene himself without compromising fragile alliances, and ordinary foot soldiers would be unlikely to succeed anyhow. Not without significant casualties, and not before the execution could be completed.
The most interesting detail she had managed to uncover was that the doomed man was no man at all but a Scoia'tael fighter. An elf. One who, by the regard with which Dijkstra spoke of him, sounded like quite the interesting character, one the spy did not just respect but considered a trusted friend, perhaps more.
It would be a pity if the elf was killed before Philippa could figure out just how interesting.
The rescue itself proved to be incredibly anticlimactic.
The soldiers in the encampment were prepared for bowman or calvary, not a lone bird of prey and a swiftly-opened portal.
The pyre had already been lit when she soared into the clearing. That the elf was not screaming as the fire lapped up the legs of his trousers, she took to mean he was an idiotically brave and stubborn creature or that he had already perished of smoke inhalation.
Her talons dug into his stiff shoulders.
As she shaped the portal around them and tugged him away from death, she saw that he was somehow conscious, his green eyes wild with pain in a horrifically scared face.
The portal snuffed the flames, a billow of smoke following them as Philippa dropped the body of the elf to the stone floor and rose with a flap of her great wings to stand as a woman before Dijkstra in his study.
But Dijkstra had already fallen to his knees beside the prone body of the elf, tugging at his smoldering cloak to hold him crooked up in his arms. His hands trembled as he touched the frayed edges of charred fabric, hovering above the angry red of burned flesh.
"Get a healer," demanded Dijkstra, as though Philippa had not already paid her debt.
"I'm fine," croaked the elf, in a voice choked with smoke, but his teeth chattered in the throes of shock and agony.
Dijkstra swept away his sweat-damp hair, and the elf turned his furrowed brow against his big palm. A breath later, he finally slumped into unconsciousness, and Dijkstra's bulk bowed over his body, gripping him in despair.
"Isengrim," he mumbled against the elf's hair. "Don't you croak on me, you old bastard. Not like this."
Philippa grimaced and triggered her xenovox. She was not, after all, as cold and heartless as she would prefer to be.
"Triss," she spoke into the face of the device. "I'm afraid I won't be making it to the party after all. Would you make sure Sabrina places my cutlery order? And then, I would like you to hurry to the location of this device. Bring medical supplies. A burn kit. It's urgent."
Triss Merigold arrived as swiftly as she always did when Philippa called.
After an hour spent tending to the wounds of the prone figure laid out on a futon in Dijkstra's office, Triss sat back and declared that he would live.
"Though he will–" She paused and swallowed, looking at the elf's sleeping face, perhaps realizing that what she had been about to say was rather foolish. "He'll scar."
Dijkstra laughed, his thumb tracing the groove of rippled scar tissue along Isengrim's cheekbone. He had knelt on the floor by the elf's head through the whole procedure, though now when he stood, it was achingly slow, favoring his knees.
From her perch on his disorderly desk, Philippa had watched him carefully as Triss worked. There was something about his distress that felt almost embarrassing to watch. Too earnest and raw. He had to know that this was a vulnerability easily exploited, and that someone like Philippa would not shy away from exploiting it if the need arose. And yet, Dijkstra did nothing to withhold his fretting, as though he could not.
From time to time, he had leaned to brush his lips against the elf's clammy forehead, to rub soothingly at his arms when he whimpered in pain, to mumble soft words against his hair.
Philippa wondered what would happen if the elf were to succumb to his wounds, if Isengrim Faoiltiarna breathed his last here and Dijsktra had to rise and go on without him.
It would be unpleasant to witness, she decided. Some part of him would remain kneeling on the floor beside the dusty futon for the rest of his days. She had not thought a man like him capable of such lasting sentiment, but she saw its ugly truth now.
When she had tired of watching Dijkstra, she watched Triss. The girl's soft hands worked deftly, flickering with warm light. Those gentle hands passed with the same care over Philippa's body most nights, as they had for far too many years now, as they likely would until one of them inevitably snuffed out of the world.
Philippa hoped it would be her who perished first, only so that she would not have to know what stranger she became when she left Triss Merigold's body behind.
"Come on, Triss," she said. "You said he'll live, well, that's that then. Debt paid. A life for an attempt on your life."
"Thank you," grunted Dijkstra, the spent adrenaline of the night leaving him pale and wrong-footed. His attention soon returned to the figure on the futon, lifting him swaddled in a woolen blanket to carry to bed. "Good night," he said, distracted, and disappeared through the dark doorway.
In the silence of the study, Philippa allowed her hand to rest for a long moment on the crown of Triss' head.
first, i wanted to say this is inspired by one of my closest friends my bitch @honeybunstarker . thank u for that
secondly, i wanted to say a final goodbye. i know that i nearly left a few months ago, but i was still on the fence about writing for marvel then. now, ive lost all interest. thank you all for fueling my love for writing, and making these past two (??? i actually don’t know) years full of excitement and encouragement! from the ups (the blocklist, secret santa) to the downs (my favorite blogs and friends deactivating without a word), ive had the greatest time in this fandom.
in case you were worried, i am NOT deactivating. my fics will be available for you to read whenever you want.
but, i will not be writing for marvel anymore, nor will i be posting on this blog.
now that the sad part is done, i didn't want to leave you guys without anything to entertain yourselves with. so, here are my favorite fics, including some non-marvel, from this year!
(all descriptions are from the work itself)
my top fic from this year, which is also one of my favorite fics of all time, is a dog named sunshine.
“Bucky Barnes has issues. Mental health issues, and a whole lot of them, to be precise.
Bucky is fucked up, and he knows that. His apartment looks like a dumping ground on most days, he can’t sleep through the night, sometimes he doesn’t shower for six days and doesn’t leave the house except to see his therapist once a week. Mostly, Bucky has no idea how the whole “talking about your problems” thing is supposed to help him, but sometimes his therapist has some really great ideas.
Like getting a dog.
Which is how Bucky meets Steve. Steve has blond hair and shoulders as broad as Bucky’s future if he wouldn’t suffer from depression and multiple mental disorders, and a waist as small as Bucky’s self-esteem. Steve also has a yellowish dog with floppy ears called Sunshine. And sunshine makes its way into Bucky’s life with a bounce in its step.”
a modern stucky fic which portrays depression in the best way i have seen in a fic so far. unfortunately, it has been orphaned before being finished :(
starker:
hey baby, slip between my beta-pleats and get to know my alpha-helix? By @starkerforlife6969 and @darker-soft-starker
“Even though Tony can't tell the difference between Manolo Blahnik and Jimmy Choo, Peter really has no other choice.
His heat is around the corner, so even though he loathes the party-going, booze drinking, smug playboy know-it-all that is Tony Stark-
He'll just have to do.”
if you asked me what my favorite starker fic of all time is, i’d tell you it’s this one
raising hybrid puppies by jaypendragon
“A non-powered Tony/Peter coffee shop AU with billionaire Tony and working-class, teenage Peter. Also, Toomes has a bakery and somehow Last Week Tonight is a genuine plot point.”
underage, slowburn, happy ending
even though it’s one of the most notorious fics for the ship, i never read it until the summer.
waiting for marriage by tuesday
“In which Tony gets married and kidnapped in that order.
—
Tony Stark went to Vegas to cause a scandal.”
just super fun!
push you out (pull you back in) by @lovelystarker
“So basically, Peter's kind of fucked. And not in the way that he wants to be-preferably by his mother's hot new boyfriend who has beautiful brown eyes and a disposition that's more than put-together. It wouldn't be so hard to ignore the crush, really it wouldn't, but Mr. Stark has practically moved in, so Peter can't avoid him if he wants to, and unlike his mom's past boyfriends, this one actually likes to spend time with him. So yeah, Peter's kind of fucked.”
just,,, wow. important to note that it is unfinished.
stucky:
you go to my head by alby_mangroves and brideofquiet
“Why would you do that for a man you don’t know?” Bucky asks.
Steve raises one slow eyebrow at him, then the other, till his expression turns from skepticism to disbelief. His forefinger and thumb reach into his shirt’s front pocket and draw out a wrinkled dollar bill.
Steve looks him in the eye when he says, very patiently, “For money, Bucky.”
40′s stucky is my favorite stucky
that boy is a problem by 2best friends
“In which a twinky little goth punk named Bucky puts a leash around Steve's dick and he's really into it.
(The leash is a metaphor. For now.)”
just porn
all the angels and the saints by speranza
“In which Steve Rogers loses God and finds God and loses God, and also: Bucky.”
if it makes you cry, it’s probably good!
sugar sweet by colorcoated
“College Student Bucky finds himself immediately attracted to Steve. He knows that Steve's a bit older than him, and that Steve himself is put off by the age difference. . . But that doesn't stop Bucky from wanting to climb him like a tree.”
the only slowburn i have tolerated
my bucky by cleo4u2 and xantissa
“Bucky finds a feral Alpha in the woods. Rather, the Alpha finds him. Bucky is sure it’s the end of his life as an independant Omega. It turns out to be the beginning of the strangest romance Bucky’s ever known.”
stony:
(i want you to see) the darkest side of me by ann2who
“In Monte Carlo, Steve meets the wealthy widower Anthony Stark. It’s love at first sight—at least for Steve—and he can’t believe his luck when Tony asks him to live at Stark Mansion, his large estate in Malibu. Never in his life had Steve thought something like this was possible… never had he been this happy. However, soon Steve realizes that Tony is still deeply troubled by the death of his first wife and haunted by the many ghosts she left behind. The longer Steve lives in her shadow, the more he understands that… He can never be what Tony’s wife had once been for him. And Tony might never truly love him.”
total mindfuck.
ironstrange:
let it be by lucifersfavoritechild
“While dealing with his son's car accident and a rapidly-dissolving marriage, Tony is drawn to Peter's surgeon, Dr. Stephen Strange.”
where severus snape is hot, not a stalker, and somehow gets the girl by utopiste
“Or: Peter Parker is sick and wants to cut his Neuroscience class. Tony just wants to help (and maybe date his son's hot teacher). Stephen Strange just wants to give his lecture in peace.”
miscellaneous:
geraskier: who needs plans anyways by NTK
“All witchers are alphas or betas by nature, since no omega has ever survived the Trial of the Grasses. Gerald has never had any problems with satisfying his needs on the occasional rut, for the whores from Poviss to Nilfgard were eager to be of service to a sturdy hunk like him. On the other hand, a certain omega/ bard/ occasional witcher tagalong has always made certain to acquire enough suppressants from local healers before setting out on a new adventure. That is, until the travels with his favourite White Wolf led the unlike pair into uncharted territory for longer than expected… life ensues”
philtriss: bound by sapphiresmoke
“Leashing involves a pupil being bound to their master in body, mind, and magic,” Philippa explained, folding her hands on the desk in front of her. “It is not something to undertake lightly, but if you accept, I will be able to share my magic with you, and instruct you in ways that would be otherwise be impossible if I were to only rely on verbal communication. It is intimate, it is at times invasive, but if you consent to this, Triss, it will make you vastlymore powerful, and from the look in your eyes, that seems to be exactly what you are looking for.”
vandermatthews: one more night like this would put me six feet under by jukeboxgraduate
“To be alongside the same person week after week, to share honesty and trust with someone day after day, is a rare treasure in a life that hinges on dishonesty. Hosea holds it close to his heart.”
din/cobb: every wave is a tidal if you hang around by wolfhalls
“Din comes to Mos Pelgo, and finds a lot more than he was looking for.”
and finally, rough day by @no-droids, because we all need to be a little indulgent sometimes.