“ hey , i was never happy! i was just less pissed off. “ -Randall
at his words, though potentially meant to just be teasing, the smile on poppy’s face faltered before a moment later falling away completely. “you weren’t happy?” she questions, voice smaller than normal as she tries to deal with the potential idea of randall having not been happy at any point during the half-year they dated. it shouldn’t really matter, they had ended on okay terms and were still friends - and poppy was in a relationship with someone else, someone she’s fairly certain is happy with her right now. but it still wasn’t something she expected to hear from him. maybe if she didn’t have so much baggage from creek, so many doubts about what had or hadn’t been real during their seven years together, then she might have been able just accept this... but the thought of having been in a relationship twice where she had misread any and all signs and thought things were fine only to later learn they weren’t... that hit hard. “i’m sorry...” why she was apologizing she didn’t really know. logically poppy was aware she hadn’t done anything wrong - had given her all to the relationship - but that didn’t stop the feeling of like somewhere she must have done something wrong. must have made some kind of misstep or just been too much. @randallbxggs













