#phryne talks

[phrynetakesoffherclothes]

Life Update

I finally started therapy

I am planning on being an actual student again in the next semester (starting and giving my best now already)

My escort agency is really dead and I don’t get a lot jobs there but

I have a new old SD and another new private regular

Tomorrow I will for the first time ever dance in another Club than my Homeclub

The next days I am testing out a new life caming system

I am about to finally get my drivers lisence which makes every points above way more easy

I gained some waight, that I am working on losing again

Because of the stress of everything above my addiction and self harm habits are getting worse again.

[phrynetakesoffherclothes]

I feel so fucking lonely all this last weeks!  I wanna get better and I am working on it and I have plans!  But I feel so lost! Whenever I am trying to be productive and work on my progress everything turns blank and my head is empty and I just can’t move a bone because of this loneliness   

[phrynetakesoffherclothes]

Sometimes I really wanna quit sex work, but honestly more often I wanna quit vanilla life (: 

[phrynetakesoffherclothes]

Lately I really spend most of my money on cigarettes and sushi. I really am that hoe.

[phrynetakesoffherclothes]

I feel so lonely lol. I know it’s important for me to learn how to be alone and get a personal schedule rn to get the things done that I want to archive, but I feel so lost. I know it’s probably going to get better and I will be proud in the end but I just wanna throw my extroverted ass at a party and get drunk and high the next days.

[phrynetakesoffherclothes]

I decided to make a photo of me eating a burger and another one smoking a blunt, overlay them both and add a retro 90es VCR filter, print it on a t-shirt and wear it whenever I know I meet someone that annoys the fuck out of me.

[phrynetakesoffherclothes]

I have a request to spend 3 Days in Florence including a Bob Dylan concert and I wish I wouldn’t be on vacation by myself then  😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭

[phrynetakesoffherclothes]

I hate the 360 Days of the year in which I am miserable. I need to conquer them one by one because fuck.