Surprise surprise!! ;)
Omg...... So I found out something surprising this senior year 3 days after my birthday... So this is a late post. Paul Huynh, THE GUY, actually doesn't think of me as annoying as I had originally thought of him to think... A little birdy told me that he told her that I looked nice and innocent, hahah that shocked me soo much while I was at my birthday dinner with my friends! :) she told me that he does notice me and knows that I like him OMGOMG wth... He doesn't even look like he knows... Every time I pass by him or when we accidentally meet eyes, he never smiles or show any warm expressions.... I just assumed otherwise... But he totally surprised me and that news made my night after the birthday dinner. ;) haha omg he knows who I am!! I am a living creature in his world hihi! ^^ it makes me wonder if he wants me to confess because I'm the one that liked him in the first place... But idk... I also heard that he has a girlfriend... I haven't seen her though and I wonder what she looks like... Probably pretty cute... Maybe a bit prettier than me haha idk jk. I'll just continue to carry on with life because I have to keep the reality in mind that even if I confess, I can't become his girlfriend bc I'm a goody goody girl and listens to rules... We'd have to start as friends which is what I tried aiming for if I couldn't be by his side like a gf but it seems not likely since this year we have no classes together and he is always surrounded by his friends. So hard to approach! ;( right now I'm just being a normal high school girl.. Walking around ... Sometimes when I see him pass by I would smile... But I know that's all I can do so I won't ask for anything more... I just want to wish him luck in everything! And smile and live happy!! <3 Paul, hwaiting!!