#physically undead

[r04dk1lld0g]

aha

my back only hurts like this cuz my muscles are putrifying and melting in there

if i jus lay down for a bit theyll stop decomposing and start knitting back together, strong and red like they 'should be'

until theyre healed back together, im imagining im laying in my grave cold and numb

[r04dk1lld0g]

sweating as an un/dead thing SUCKS

my insides are cold and empty, soil stuck up between ribs, but my skin still sweats? clothing sticks to me uncomfortably? i have to rinse off after a walk around outside? disturbing and incorrect

on a nice note, its thunderstorming out :)

[r04dk1lld0g]

lil un/dead writing of mine i stumbled upon earlier ↓ under read more for generally 'yucky' un/dead body things

im dead, i can feel it under my skin, the maggots and the mushrooms and the muscles turning to dirt. my bones are broken and making new substrate for the creatures that eat me. my guts are scooped out, leaving room for a mouse, a falcon and worms. my lungs and heart, taken too, to make room for things i cant see. im empty, decaying, rotting, fingers bloated and eye sockets empty, skin peeling from my face to expose my skull