Apr 28, 2023
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drunk thoughts: here’s what i have to accept; the boy i love will forever be my friend and that’s okay. it’s okay to be alone and just love yourself. even if you are funny and make him laugh and u are beautiful doesn’t mean he or anyone will want to date you. that’s okay. you have dreams and goals and you are more than just some guy who doesn’t love you.
i want to sit with him in a field and just kiss his neck and stroke his hair. i’m so infatuated with him he drives me crazy
last night me and physics boy watched donnie darko, an episode of parks and rec, snuggled, made out, and then i slept over. and i ACTUALLY slept which is crazy bc i usually can’t sleep in the same bed as anyone ever.
today was a good day bc he told me he plays the trombone and tagged me in a meme and i had mac and cheese for lunch
if a man wanted to be in your life he would push to be in it right? if you’re thinking about someone you try to show it. i think he doesn’t think about me as much as i think about him. i hate how whiney i sound but w/e
here’s the thing! u got over the guy from high school, you got over the guy from the summer, and even though it hurt and was exhausting and you missed them. it’s over now. you can do the same thing again!
get over him! he doesn’t want you and it’s embarrassing and sad to be desparate to be into him when he’s hookingup w someone else. destroy your feelings for him. be satisfied with friendship. STOP