#picking name

[trekkie-in-space]

I’m still incapable of choosing a name that fit me !! why is it so difficult !!

Curently I’m between :

Anthony

Elar

Abélard

Jezekael

Sacha

[breezzyyboy]

i thought i finally found my name but like im not sure if i really vibe with it aghhhh help

[trekkie-in-space]

how far can I go back on my ancestor origin to pick up name ?

like, is great-grand parent too far already ?

[trekkie-in-space]

I hate the fact that my father said he hated the name I choose for myself because I was still stabilising with it and now all effort is thrown away and I’m not so comfy with that name anymore. and I hate to be like that. 

And all the other name I think are cool and could potentially choose for me, are all a bit uncommon and I can’t stop thinking people will mock me for the rest of my life if I choose one of them.

I almost feel nameless now.

and I hate the fact my father has still so much power over me, I thought I had killed him enough but he is still not dead enough. Or I’m too starved of appreciation and validation that any invalidation is too much to take I don’t know. this suck and I wish I had the money for a therapist because damn it could help me.

[elis-opinion]

I can’t think of a good Username...

I’m creating a channel and just can’t think of good Youtube Name.  Any suggestions or tips for coming up with one?