#picofictive

[fictionkinfessions]

i'm so fucking sick of people making jokes about me shooting up schools. CASSANDRA was the school shooter. all i did was defend myself. killing nene? that's fucking optional in source, so quit shitting around. even my fucking DAD made a joke about this in source and i'm so fucking tired of it. I AM NOT A SCHOOL FUCKING SHOOTER. STOP MAKING JOKES ABOUT IT. YOU AREN'T FUCKING FUNNY.

-sincerely, pico. (fictive tags, #pico's school and #fnf.)

[fictionkinfessions]

Totally didn't make fudge brownies at midnight last night and get aggravated waiting for the timer to go off to tell me they were done...look, John, pal, dear adopted father of mine, no amount of lifetimes is gonna get me that patience you kept tryin to teach me, I'm gonna be impatient as hell til the end of time -Pico (#fictive and #stormsys please mpc I'll save a brownie or two for ya)

[fictionkinfessions]

i just want all those boyfriend kinnies/fictives to know that despite everything. despite all the problems we might've had, when most of them [in my canon] were absolutely my fault and i'm so so so sorry if i ever made you cry, i love you. i'm healing. so much shit happened to me and none of it was ever your fault. it's not your job to fix me. i want you to know that it's okay to cry if things get too much. i want you to know that i love you so so so much. i appreciate you. i'm listening to your aches and pains. i'm here. you're loved. your pain is valid. you are valid. - pico fictive

[fictionkinfessions]

You aren't here. I know you aren't. Either that or you just haven't said anything. Either way, you probably won't see this.

I'm sorry.

Fuck, I'm so sorry. I can't- dude this is hard. It's 4:30 in the morning and here I am thinking of *you.* Not him, *you.* Not her, **you.** Not anyone else, just... you. And I fuckin wish I wasn't. I fucked up the hit. I fucked up our friendship for a brief time there. That's not what I'm apologizing for, no.

I'm apologizing for making it look like I cared about him more than you.

You're always my top dog. My go-to. My best fucking friend. And now I'm sitting here and my heart is doing these weird flips when I think about you. Flips it had done before and is now doing again. Flips I didn't understand before. But now I do.

Listen up, firecracker, only gonna say this once.

I love you. I think I have for a while now.

I don't know how to end this little post. I guess.... if by some miracle you *do* see this, fuckin.... let's go get burgers. Like always.

- Pico (#fictive and #luminlupin please)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Yeah, someone do me a favor and tell me where the FUCK ARE MY FRIENDS I swear to god I'm the only motherfucker around anymore NENE, DARNELL, WHAT THE FUCK GUYS

-Pico (#fictive and #luminlupin)

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[fictive-confessions]

i am so filled with rage i just need to go home and be cuddled by my freakishly tall girlfriend and my freakishly short boyfriend. is that too much to ask.

-pico

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[fictionkinfessions]

i miss home!!!! i miss my bf and my gf!!!!!!!!!!! i want kisses grrr

-pico (tag as fictive)

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[fictionkinfessions]

being bisexual is fun. - pleco/pico (from fnf soft. tag as fictive)