#piko.txt

[piiktooo]

invaded a department store & drew a ministarion on every tablet i could find . found a kindred soul and we are now moots on tumblr . NATURE IS HEALING & LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL 🍀

an examplestarion shown below:

[pikopikoette]

i hate fascists

i hate capitalists

i dont care about liberals

communists are cool but they're (at least the ones i've met) are way too full of themselves and think they're all that

i dont give a shit about centrists and apolitical people

i dont even know my political views

and post!

do not try to debate me. i am not experienced enough to debate anyone about ANYTHING and if you ignore my request ill js ignore you thx

[utatanepiiko]

me: moms not home, right?

my sister: yeah...?

me, at the top of my lungs: FUCK

[adhdpiko]

don't call yourself a risk taker if you haven't listened to pomp and circumstance at full volume with no headphones

[norwa-y-blog]

what being triggered is:

intense panic attacks

7 hours of sobbing in the bathroom, trying not to throw up.

actually throwing up.

flashbacks to traumatic events.

one side of yourself saying “death will get rid of the memories” and the other side making excuses not to.

being unable to sleep in fear of dreaming about said traumatic events

being unable to be around anything that even slightly reminds you of said traumatic event

tensing up and feeling ill when someone even vaguely mentions anything related to the traumatic event you experienced, trying your best to avoid crying about it.

why am i crying? this is irrational, it wont happen again. why does this hurt so much. why can’t i just forget. this is all in my head. stop thinking about it. stop thinking about it stop thinking about it.

likely caused by post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) or other serious stress causing disorders.

nightmares waking you up at three in the morning and trying to keep yourself together just long enough to get back to sleep because you have classes to attend in the morning.

shaking and trying to keep it together in public as you’re crytyping when you’re venting to a friend because all you want is to get it off your chest, whether or not anyone can even understand what you’re trying to get across.

you know this thing you love doing that’s completely unrelated to trauma? you experienced a vague flashback while doing it so now you can’t do it again out of fear you’ll have worse flashbacks.

completely forgetting who you are and being completely numb.

maybe if I hurt myself in this way, I'll stop hurting in that way.

stuttering and having a difficult time breathing as you try to ask someone not to bring up the subject again. Being too loud or being too quiet as you try to hide the fact this is extremely distressing.

something you need professional help and therapy to “get over”

different for everybody

what being triggered is not:

being uncomfortable with something

a joke

[pikopikoette]

i need to learn to shut up it's not like anyone wants to hear my voice

anyway, i'll overshare on the internet once more

[piiktooo]

eatses ur anju!! she is eated!! nomnomnom

[piiktooo]

getting cannibalized at 2am as one does . late night snack also HI i forhot you followed me on here too. eating you as well

Oh ! Haha, You Crazy Kids. Stay Safe Out There ! Don't Forget To Take Your Iron Supplements !

(hi kels miss you lots...UR ART IMPROVEMENT IS INSANE BTW. EVERYONE GO LIKE THEIR ART NOW. THIS IS NOT A DRILL 🦅🦅🦅)