#pineapple thought

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Waiting for refill on anxiety meds, and then, I notice a piece under my car seat, lmao

It’s suddenly an ok day

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A what-idea from TikTok…

Saw a post on TikTok where someone was thinking that in a new ending of FFVII, Sephiroth could be somehow reborn anew in order to lead the life that he never did….

And that theme of second-chances or ‘rebirth’ no pun intended made me think of Shinra and Reeve…

Like imagine, the Meteor is stopped for good, Jenova is actually defeated, and yet the planet is still battle-scarred, and a longways from its one renewal…

And so, in some weird way, Shinra could be reborn under Rufus whom witnessed and experienced how close they all came to dooming the planet, and so, with everyone else moving on, Reeve doesn’t really have any real loved ones (other than Avalanche) but what if Rufus ends up inviting him back into the company….

A new Shinra…

A new vision…

A new president…

And with a lot of rebuilding to be done, Shinra is gonna needs its Director of Urban Development more than ever, and so, along with Palmer, a crooked nosed Scarlet lmao, Heidegger, and no Hojo, they too could find purpose again…

Tifa and her family.

Barret and his daughter.

Yuffie and Wutai.

And Reeve and his dysfunctional corporate family 😂

*Just something I thought of, and it’s my headcanon that at some point, Reeve actually did get along with his fellow directors, his dysfunctional corporate family.

*And sorry, Scarlet 😂 but it just makes me chuckle to imagine in a possible epilogue, she has one of those nose patches or crooked nose, from her fight with Tifa, lmao. And Tifa with her never ending apologies, lol.

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Was watching some speed paints, and in one I saw the number of layers that one artist had….

It was like 60 or maybe 70 layers…

Had me a little scared and a little discouraged, but I remembered that it’s not about being “them,” but it’s about learning from them so I can be “me” 😅

Learning so I can figure out how I wanna do art stuff 🖼️ 🖊️

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I’m gonna try digital painting…

I’m scared, lol

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Sees new FF7 content…

External me: 😮

Internal me: “Let’s wait and see first, if she even appears” 😅

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Getting more comfortable with starting drawings over when I’m not feeling it….

I used to not do this, and now I realized that’s kinda what led to me getting frustrated and burnt out sometimes 😅

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Thinking of taking my mini stories and turning them into longer one-shots…

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I’m just gonna say, I’m probably gonna be someway, if SE decided to pull a Jihl Naabat on Scarlet in Revelation, lmao

Build up this lady, just for her to be suddenly betrayed out of nowhere 😭

With Jihl in mind, I’m wondering if SE has something against blonde unmarried successful career women lol