#pinknerdpanda

[cockslutpadalecki]

*Wii music* and sus-shine 😘

omg thank you manda 🥺🥰 you’re too precious 💖

ps. the name of my band would absolutely be “his girl friday” btw. and i totally didn’t used to write fake interviews with myself……….

[suitofvibraniumarmor]

Hey babes!! I could use some good Bucky comfort today. Nothing's wrong...I just want it. Lol how about #15. "I need you to love me a little louder today." Please and thank you! ❤️

I get that! Sometimes when I am feeling down, I think to myself that a Bucky or Seb hug would probably fix all of the things ;) 

While you and Bucky ate dinner together in your shared apartment, you were quiet. You pushed your food around your plate, nibbling bites here and there but not really eating your supper. Bucky asked questions, prodding the conversation along, but you only gave him one-word answers. After a while, he gave up trying to get more out of you. 

You helped him package up the leftovers, then loaded the dishwasher while he wiped down the table and the counters and the stove. After you started the washer, he suggested having people over. 

“Maybe Steve and Nat, or Clint, even. What do you think?” he offered. 

You shrugged. You weren’t really in the mood to fake a smile and a happy disposition, but if Bucky wanted to have a social night, you weren’t going to deny him that. “Sure, that could be fun. I’m going to lay down for a little before they come over. Will you let me know when they’re on their way over?”

Bucky nodded, giving you a tight smile. You returned the expression and headed back to the bedroom. You laid on top of the comforter, hardly disturbing the neatly-made bed. You tucked your hands up under your face and stared out the window. 

Twenty minutes later, you felt the mattress sink next to you. Breathing in deep, you took in that perfect Bucky smell; men’s soap, a clean, simple deodorant, lingering notes of cologne he might have sprayed that morning. It helped. 

“Steve and Clint are going to head over in about an hour. Nat’s busy. Do you mind hanging out with the guys tonight?” he asked softly. His vibranium arm rested on your hip. You were always surprised at how light it felt. 

You nodded. “Mmhmm, it’ll be fun.” 

Who were you trying to convince? Yourself? What in the hell was wrong with you? You sighed, and in the following seconds, Bucky echoed the question out loud. 

“Is it me? Did I do something wrong?”

You rolled over, tears brimming. It broke your heart that your behavior had caused Bucky to think he did something wrong. Adamantly, you shook your head. 

“It’s not you. It’s me. I don’t even know -- I don’t know even what it really is. I just feel ... I don’t know.” You wiped at a tear that had escaped. “I don’t know what it is. I just feel heavy. And I need ... this is awful because you made me dinner and you’re trying your best to cheer me up. But, I need you to love me a little louder today.”

Bucky’s sigh was relief and determination all in one. He carded his fingers through your hair and pressed his lips softly to yours before hugging you to his chest. 

“Whatever you need, sweetheart. Want me to tell the guys nevermind?”

You shook your head. “No, maybe some socializing will be good. As long as I’m with you.”

Bucky showed you his first genuine smile of the evening and kissed you again -- and again, and again. With every touch of his lips to yours, your spirits lifted a little more. 

[hannahindie]

Han Hearts...Week 4

Ah, here we are again. Week 4. I should pick a consistent day to do this on. I probably won’t. It’s a surprise every time! The fact that we are on a consistent week 4 is just...a testament to how hard I’m trying. For those of you who have been around awhile, you know that’s true.

Anyway, this week, the choice for author rec was an obvious one. Don’t get me wrong, I have a list of people that I’m dying to share, but this week...well, this week someone particularly special to me is getting the spotlight.

And, while some of you may think it’s because my love is a huge bias, I can assure you that if you take a gander at their master list, you’ll know that it’s far more than just my love that has secured their spot on Week 4.

The author for this week is...

@pinknerdpanda​!!

I joined Tumblr a very long time ago. May of 2011 to be specific. It was years before I finally started using it on a mostly daily basis, and I met a couple of people who became my closest friends, in a time that I didn’t even realize I needed them. They encouraged me to keep writing and to keep posting, they shared my stuff to all their followers, they read my words and helped edit. They helped me become who I am today, and also helped me through one of the worst times of my life. Since 2017, this sweet soul has been one of my best friends, and even though we don’t get to talk every day like we used to, or see each other as often as we’d like, it’s like no time at all has passed.

I know it probably sounds like I’m choosing her this week simply because I love her, and though the loving her part is true, this girl uses words to paint pictures that are so beautiful, so heart wrenchingly perfect...I can’t do them justice. She literally paints with her words; you can see every thing she describes, can feel the emotions, the love and happiness, the sadness, the anger. All of it.

I really could go on and on about how amazing she is. As a person, as a writer, as a friend, as a mom, as a wife. I could. But really, I want you to see for yourselves, because she is seriously one of the most talented people I know, and you guys need to experience it.

For starters, here is her master list. You’re going to want to save that. You can find it HERE. That’s her Supernatural list. She also writes for the MCU HERE!

Now, on to some specifics!

The Dance - A sweet one shot with our precious Sam. I would love to dance with Sam Winchester.

Barcelona - The Winchesters know how to be sweet, and Dean grants the reader exactly what she wished for.

Hey Jealousy - Cas isn’t the greatest with human emotions, but especially when it comes to Y/N. What is this new feeling?

Stripped (NSFW) - You just need to read it.

Sunset - Bucky finally lets the reader in.

Bonus!: This is a bit of shameless self promotion, but here is one of my favorite things we’ve both done! Check out the Wedding Singer, a musician AU that we worked super hard on, and it was a pleasure to work with her on!

Please, check out my beautiful twinny’s work, reblog, comment, give her a follow. You won’t regret it!

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[kittenofdoomage]

9 and 18. 💜

Already did 9 😘

18. Do you believe dreams have meanings or are they completely random?

Logically, I know it’s our brains processing unconscious thoughts and fears, and putting memories made that day into long-term etc. BUT... I like to believe there is something more to it. I mean, the human brain is fascinating, but I do believe in the soul and magic and I like to think that science can’t explain it all 🤍

[moonbeambucky]

Hiiiiii!!!! Can I be on your Bucky taglist?!

Sure thing! 😊

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[supernatural-jackles]

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[spncreatorsdaily]

We would like to extend our appreciation to @pinknerdpanda for allowing us to share her fanfics and art this week! If you always want to be up to date with her writing and art, please consider giving her a follow, as well.

You could also follow @pinknerdpanda‘s writing and art tags to be sure to never miss out on any new content.

Just a friendly reminder, Saturday is our “tracking tag day,” so please feel free to use our tag, #spncreatorsdaily, in your original creations if you would like them to be shared on this blog.

[aescapisms]

Hey Sea! Can I be tagged in I'm only yours part time? I'm intrigued and I love that you're using some MCU characters who don't often get much love. ❤️

hnnggg thnak you!!! and yes ill add u bbluv

only yours part-time - masterlist