i loved a portion of my chapter so much i had to make it into its own canva piece✨
✧Phases, Chaos & Bittersweet Changes
Chapter 21
" -he watched as his godfather slowly pressed the tips of his fingers to his lips then placed his palm flat against the window and with his heart positively craving his doting touch, Harry instinctively put his own against his side of the pane flush with Sirius’s, his bright green eyes sparkling with tears. He watched as Sirius slowly mouthed words in emphasis so he was able to catch them. ‘Love you so much’ Harry gave a couple hasty nods, fearing if he moved his lips to return the words he would start to cry. When the train started to move Harry jolted in surprise. His lip wobbled dangerously and panic struck him instantly at the knowledge Sirius was about to pull his hand back but instead of him retreating Harry watched as he begin walking slowly along the platform to match the easy pace of the train while keeping his hand right where it was. He didn’t mouth anything more as he walked but Harry didn’t need him too- he could feel all his unspoken words in the way he smiled softly at him, easily , as if he was telling him there was no need to worry at all. He didn’t care about seeming weak or childish at that moment and knew Sirius didn’t care either; he supported him through that emotion just like he always did with every slow consecutive step he took against the brick pavement. Harry knew from muscle memory that they were about to pass out of the platform and hung desperately onto Sirius’s wistful smile and the one quick, reassuring nod he made before suddenly stopping and taking his hand away from the window; Harry could see his thoughts hanging right on his lips before he disappeared from his view; he loved him, believed in him and would see him very soon. "
