A Birthday Card I drew For A Very Ungrateful Person. #piscesarecrazy
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A Birthday Card I drew For A Very Ungrateful Person. #piscesarecrazy
Control
I never was, nor will I be,
A living piece of property.
You cannot mold my finger bones
around your heart eternally.
You cannot fake a finite tune to touch the carefully hidden truth,
And everything done to deceive turns back upon itself to you.
In fleeing from your steely grasp I caught upon a thorn or two;
It snared a piece of flesh, and deeper yet, it cut a secret loose.
Below the layers of what it was I thought I held so dear,
There now stood bleeding, bright and fresh, a heaving pile of fear.
Perhaps you were made to slice me wide Teach me to live for a time without eyes…
Perhaps I failed only myself.
But it seems I have won,
‘Cause I got out alive.
Sunset
You took the sun with you When you left today. I had prepared as usual, Steeling myself for the Nauseating return of emptiness Displaced only by your impending arrival. But I failed to cage the pain in time, and The flood of emotions Eroded the mud pilings Holding up the matchsticks Propping up the napkin notes Stained with liar’s tears; The ones saying “You’re not a bad person,” and “It’s okay to love him,” and “You are lovable too.” I saw that you truly are my sunshine… Meant to be felt from afar Meant not to look dead-on Meant to torture me if I stay in your presence too long Meant to make me sick if I don’t see enough of you Because somehow this love is like a sunset; Where it begins, it ends; and Only in this viewer’s eyes… So beautiful that I wouldn’t change a thing.
(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IPS5q7JghL4)